WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED?!
seriously. this has got to stop.
virgil, you stupid motherfucker. i love you as my first love, but goddammit you don't stand a chance of getting back with me. especially not after you were an asshole regarding everything i wanted and got that i worked for, and not after we stopped communicating, and not after i realized that you would...
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seriously. this has got to stop.
virgil, you stupid motherfucker. i love you as my first love, but goddammit you don't stand a chance of getting back with me. especially not after you were an asshole regarding everything i wanted and got that i worked for, and not after we stopped communicating, and not after i realized that you would...
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summer is here! the change is drastic but hasn't been as bad as i thought.
i made it through my final paper and all my friends having the acid trips from hell and had an amazing PCP. i wish i could be that happy and open and loving all the time. smoking cigarettes and leather dusters will never feel the same again. and i had...
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i made it through my final paper and all my friends having the acid trips from hell and had an amazing PCP. i wish i could be that happy and open and loving all the time. smoking cigarettes and leather dusters will never feel the same again. and i had...
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the past few days have been really cleansing in a lot of ways. yesterday it rained for the first time in a long time and i spent most of the day either reading dante's "inferno" or sleeping. i walked around outside in a sundress listening to my SG namesake song (the xiu xiu cover of course) and everything smelled like rain and spring and rebirth....
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heavyhitterlarry:
how did you end up doing in your russian lit class? i think you posted a blog where you thought you might fail
so everything got fucked up this week somehow. every fucking thing.
-my "friend's" accusations against me and subsequent -half-hearted apology.
-the ex that matters IMing me and going from being a bastard to being an emotional puddle that i couldn't comprehend. we probably won't ever speak again.
-the realization that everyone i date only wants to emotionally drain me somehow because they need "saving" in...
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-my "friend's" accusations against me and subsequent -half-hearted apology.
-the ex that matters IMing me and going from being a bastard to being an emotional puddle that i couldn't comprehend. we probably won't ever speak again.
-the realization that everyone i date only wants to emotionally drain me somehow because they need "saving" in...
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rebel_rebel:
i am sorry to hear that your shit has been fucked up lately, dear.
iggy pop is precisely what you said.
iggy pop is precisely what you said.
jbullet:
hello my fellow ny native, how are things with you?
i just had someone whom i thought was a friend accuse me of stealing his laptop, changing his passwords to pretty much every email/networking site he uses, and sending out a private email to the student listserv. he didn't stop until i burst out crying and asked how he could even accuse me of doing such a thing, because i could never imagine doing that...
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preacher255:
Wow, Steve accused you of that cluster fuck? Jesus, I'm so sorry. What an asshole.
for most of tonight i was better as far as the achiness in my body was concerned, at least until i got back to my room. natalia made me lots of tea and i got a decent amount of reading done while studying with her and, later, kate.
however.
i think i've made a mistake.
i am really overexcited by intellectual concepts and i need...
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however.
i think i've made a mistake.
i am really overexcited by intellectual concepts and i need...
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preacher255:
Feel better! Also, seriously stop with that self loathing shit. I found the Dalidean (SP...right word?) concept cool, just, you know, over my head.
well, i certainly didn't expect my weekend to turn out quite as awesome as it did.
i ended up nice and drunk - very drunk - on both friday and saturday nights. dance tutorial was awesome and so were the one-act plays. the kiss your queer crush wall wasn't so fun on its own but between my drunken state and the fact that i had...
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i ended up nice and drunk - very drunk - on both friday and saturday nights. dance tutorial was awesome and so were the one-act plays. the kiss your queer crush wall wasn't so fun on its own but between my drunken state and the fact that i had...
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heavyhitterlarry:
dunno if you read comics, but right before serenity came out in theaters, whedon wrote a 3 issue serenity comic miniseries that was a prequal to the movie. each issue had 3 different covers to cover all the characters. they are kind of hard to find now
re: writing papers - FUCK THAT SHIT.
re: "firefly" - i understand why everyone's obsessed with that show. i have a feeling i'm going to be as nerdy as everyone else about it soon.
re: comic books - i love z-cult FM. yay to torrenting comics. i downloaded every single preacher comic (all sixty-something of them!) and am getting all of "the sandman." hopefully i'll...
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re: "firefly" - i understand why everyone's obsessed with that show. i have a feeling i'm going to be as nerdy as everyone else about it soon.
re: comic books - i love z-cult FM. yay to torrenting comics. i downloaded every single preacher comic (all sixty-something of them!) and am getting all of "the sandman." hopefully i'll...
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anbuvampyre:
I was going to tell you to read Y The Last Man if you liked Preacher. I like it WAY better and they are very similar. But Circus already said Y the last Man is beast 
. Powers is really good too. I would tell you other good stuff but I read so many comics I can't remember what is good anymore...
I watched Firefly when it was on TV, everyone else is late on the trend!
. Powers is really good too. I would tell you other good stuff but I read so many comics I can't remember what is good anymore...
I watched Firefly when it was on TV, everyone else is late on the trend!
nikoli20:
Oh my god....I love preacher. You must instruct me on how to download them. I've read 5 so far. Which one are u up to?
[Edited on May 05, 2006 5:21PM]
[Edited on May 05, 2006 5:21PM]
for fuck's sake, i really shouldn't reward myself on a tuesday night with a bottle of crappy arbor mist wine (which tastes like juice) and "the big lebowski." and "the big lebowski" drinking game. i had a lot of fun with kate but once i began to wander on my own my mind also began to wander into places that i shouldn't go, especially in...
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alexstar6:
"A human being is part of a whole, called by us the Universe, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings, as something separated from the rest--a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circles of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty."
-Albert Einstein
Perhaps it's not the best quote for this situation. However, if nothing else it shows that even people we think of as almost "inhuman" had problems in their lives.
One that helps me alot whenever I'm feeling that way is this...
"The best cure for worry, depression, melancholy, brooding, is to go deliberately forth and try to lift with one's sympathy the gloom of somebody else."
- Arnold Bennett
I don't know if anything I write will help keep you from falling apart too badly... but I hope that you don't feel so alone.
-Albert Einstein
Perhaps it's not the best quote for this situation. However, if nothing else it shows that even people we think of as almost "inhuman" had problems in their lives.
One that helps me alot whenever I'm feeling that way is this...
"The best cure for worry, depression, melancholy, brooding, is to go deliberately forth and try to lift with one's sympathy the gloom of somebody else."
- Arnold Bennett
I don't know if anything I write will help keep you from falling apart too badly... but I hope that you don't feel so alone.
ah, the comedy of errors that is my life. i never know whether to laugh or cry. i usually laugh but now i think i just want to smoke all the rest of my cigarettes.
i also have no fucking clue how to tell people how i feel about them. it hasn't been a problem for me in a long time, especially in an environment...
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i also have no fucking clue how to tell people how i feel about them. it hasn't been a problem for me in a long time, especially in an environment...
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rebel_rebel:
don't we all? 
hope things work out for you, doll.
hope things work out for you, doll.
Two, Virgil sounds like he needs some shut the hell up juice, in the face punching flavor.