this is just random spewing . writing as it comes to my mind although it’s something that i thought about today. just thoughts about growing as a person and how honesty affects that. today i was thinking and i realized that honesty is a very hard thing to come in face with but it’s something you should want to have. being honest with yourself and others. having people that are honest with you. people giving their honest opinion. see, i saw someone today at work and i’ve noticed how much they’ve grown as a person with being responsible, actually giving a fuck about what’s going on at work, realizing they’ve been fucking up and passing up on opportunities. they’ve became a better person and seem to have more of their priorities together. now, the thing is, he’s been fucking up on small things here and there. all of it is him not getting along with another supervisor. everything the other supervisor does bothers him and he just thinks the other person is on his way and of no help. i’ve heard him talk countless of times to our coworker how the other supervisor is this and that and all our coworker does is just tell him yeah you’re right. they’re just creating this ideals and realities about a situation between each other and not being honest with each other. if i were to tell that person truthfully that i believe he’s been fucking up he’ll just be quick to not want to hear that shit. he wouldn’t be open to the possibility that he’s been fucking up because it’s hard to admit things like that. it’s just easier to have someone agree with you on everything and believe you know everything. no ones that perfect. everyone should be open to hearing shit out. because if you don’t hear or see both sides of something how can you ever really know ? it’s essentially just making up assumptions with nothing concrete. but people truly believe whatever assumptions they make up. that’s when you block yourself in. if you’re honest to yourself you would think differently about situations. you start expanding your understanding of other people so you then start expanding the understanding of your own self. you start to think like, okay what do i think of this, what does my friend think of it, what’s actually going on? you start being honest and accepting. accepting because you can admit to yourself and learn many new things. learn how people feel, think, and are. learn new ways to approach certain situations or problems. new ways to do things and be more efficient. you can also start owing up to mistakes, learn, and grow. i really feel like it’s very important to have that in your life. just from being honest to yourself and speaking up and give your opinion on what you truly believe to someone can give them a perspective they never thought about. thinking about it in that way, i would rather have people telling me their honest opinion , ideas, or whatever it might be than just being blinded and not knowing. not sure if anything made sense but i hope something did , hopefully something clicked. first time doing this. just wanted to put some thoughts out there hoping i would make sense and help out someone. thanks.
