celtic_cyclops

I wasn't clinically depressed after Cheryl died but looking back after a year I can see that I was definitely at a lot lower point than I am now. I miss her every minute of every day but I am starting to think of getting on with life without her. After reading a recent post by Maxi, I realised 40 is too young to be putting the cue in the rack (metaphorically speaking).

I have joined a 6 week exercise class at work and have been noticing the very fine (if unfortunately too young) female staff we have. I know too much sexual harrassment law to think of hitting on them, but it is a definite advancement that I am thinking of having sex with someone other than Cheryl. I thnk there are too many other issues to be overcome yet for me to even contemplate being able to form a relationship but some gratuitous sex would be nice.