celainen

and another thing - i'm so friggin sick of people offloading their pains onto me.

i've always played the tough girl - i can survive anything and you'll never even know i'm hurt unless i want you to. But that just sets you up as a person people feel they can load their shit onto. why should i have to eat your shit??

nope. now, i'm going to use my strength to friggin' defend myself. not when you falsely accuse me - i won't waste my friggin' breath on that anymore. But, when you fuckin' try to beat up my heart.

if someone threatens me physically, hey i've always friggin' stood right up there and said, come on! i'll do battle with you right now!

well, same thing with emotions baby. no more friggin' taking crap. creep guy starts saying creep things, i tell him to cut it out - bottom line. he gets all sad - i broke his friggin' heart and could have some-fucking-how said it nicer. well, you know what? fuck that! i don't deserve to fuckin' take your shit! it's your fucking shit that you friggin were coming on to me when it's obvious you shouldn't have (um, there is a thing called marriage, eh?). So, when i diss you, it does NOT become my friggin' fault that i should have said it somehow nicer.

done taking that abuse.