celadon

is it you?

I thought of you today. I thought about your voice, what you might say. How you would sound. How would it make me feel. I wondered what you would feel like, if I ever got the chance to touch you. How warm your skin would be. Would it quiver under my touch? I wonder what I would do if I ever had the chance. What would it be like? What would you want? What would you need? Do I even have the right?? You may even belong to another woman. I cant help thinking about your face nuzzling my cheek telling me things you know I want to hear. Whispering them to me softly. Looking at you begin to explore my body. Unbuttoning my blouse, letting your fingertips lightly touch new unexplored skin.
I dreamed about it last night. Your name was on my lips. It was the last noise I heard. Before I was taken into my dreams. A place where there is no one else. No one but us. Nothing but time. Time to spend on each other. Looking at the body I have before me. In my dream your mine. Mine for the taking. Mine for as long as I need. Im in no hurry. I know it will get intense. I know I can have you. Why hurry it. I look at you as we explore each other. Finding new thrills. My heart is beating with new thoughts. My fingers are tingling with desire. Watching your face as I touch you. Your mouth is open, your breathing is heavier . I can see your chest rise and fall with each breath. I can smell your desire. It makes me quiver inside. I put my face to your chest and inhale. I can smell sex on you, sex that has not yet happened. Slowly I continue to let my lips linger on you. Moving up to your neck, I knew what I would find there. I knew you would smell good there. My thigh pressed into your body feeling something I knew would take me over the edge. Reaching down with my hand I find it. Letting my fingertips lead me. Feeling what promised to give me unimaginable pleasure. Pulsing under my touch. Wanting it so badly I can feel pain. My insides are fluttery. My heart is beating at an uncontrollable rate. I know what I have in my hand is magic. I know the man before me is going to make the pain go away. He is going to take over and control the night. I can wait for him. I will wait till he is ready. My dreams will wait. He will take away the pain.