Santa Cruze is so much better than San Diego in every way. Every one smokes weed and those who don't , don't give a fuck if you do. I feel empty right now. I feel uninspired. I need some type of rejuvination. I need fulfillment. I need to get back to the arts. I need to get my head back in the clouds. I need money to get my film developed. I need to share myself in any way I can. I often feel like everything inside me is pushing so hard to get out but it just can't find a way. I need to write but the words can't find me. Wow, it's already 4:20. You know what that means 
brookelynne:
its hard to be motivated when your stoned. i had to quit smoking pot for a few weeks to motivate myself. Just because I am sooo lazy when i smoke. After you get your shit together and find some sort of outlet, start smoking like a chimney. ...worked for me 