these past 4 days have been the most insane days of my life. on wednesday i went to a anti-war protest with my boyfriend and he got arrested. they charged him with assult even though he didn't do anything. our friend got it on tape and there were all kinds of other cameras around. i didn't actualy see it happen and i'm really glad for that because i probably would have blacked out and done something really regretful.i had to spend 2 nights and 3 days with out hime and it was absolute hell.I havn't been away from him for a full 24 hours or even just over night for like a year. I visited on thursday and it made us both feel a lot better.we were almost posetive that he was gonna get arraigned on friday but hours and hours went by and his name was never called.his bail was set at $15,ooo and by that night I had managed to raise $705 and a bondsman was gonna cut me a deal but then i found out that his charges were being dropped. he called me around 1:00 am and asked me to come pick him up at the all night vigil they were having down town. he got in the car and started crying when he hugged me. at this point I don't remember a whole lot of what I did while he was gone. I just layed in our bed and sat in our couch. the tv on but not really watching.i ate almost nothing. we talked a lot but he'll mention things that i'm sure we talked about but i don't really remember them. I guess I just kinda shut down. well my tummy is yelling at me so i'm gonna go eat some food and then have crazy beautiful sex with my boyfriend.MAKE LOVE NOT WAR! 