I'm officially in a rut. I can't stop thinking about all the fucked up shit. Sure I can get stoned and wach the simpsons but that only provides temporary relief. I guess that's just the way life goes. I truely believ the world would be a better place if humans were all gone. I just wached this peta video called meet your meat and it literaly tore me apart inside. I guess exposing myself to fucked up shit probably isn't helping me but I would feel guilty if I just ignored it. Then again I could probably serve this world much better if I were a sane rational person which I won't be if I keep doing this to myself. I'm gonna go get stoned and wach the simpsons.
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[Edited on Mar 01, 2004 9:44AM]
My thoughts are like a river
That flows through endless chasms
Of forgotten vertigo
Who am I really
What is my purpose
For I sure would like to know
Sometimes I think of happier times
They seem so long ago
Then reality slaps me
Brings me back
For I'm not allowed to go
I guess I was chosen
For mental anguish
That torments me to the soul
Just when I'm ready to make my break
It always seems to know
Some day I'll escape
From inside its womb
Then I'll be free to go
But untill then this padded room
Will have to be my home.
Wrote this some time ago just felt like sharing it.