cecelia

I hate being lied to. It's the one thing about people the will make or break them on my "good list". And I seem to be an easy target for this. I can think of at least 5 people in the last 2 weeks I've come into contact with that lied and/or came up with some sort of bullshit excuse to avoid something. FUCK LIARS. No, I'm in no way saying that I'm perfect, don't get me wrong. I've told the occasional fiblet but nothing that would hurt someone, anger someone or make them feel badly. People fucking piss me off.

Allow me to specify...

"Thanks for coming in to interview today, we'll be in touch."

MY ASS.

"I'm going to be late coming home from school today, I have to meet with my professor."

You mean your slut on the side???

"I'll pay you back."

Fuck you, no you won't.

"But I didn't drop your mail on the porch when I delivered it, I put it in the mail slot."

So, just HOW did it get on the ground???

I could go on and on and on, but to avoid conflict with my blog readers, I'll stop there. I'm not one to start a fight, so my alternative is bottling up the rage and going on with my day, knowing that a couple of people I'm angry at are just going to get away with it and never know how angry I really am.

I intended to blog about more pleasant things, but I've just had a lot on my mind the last few days and I felt the need to vent about how I feel. Thank goodness for blogs, or I'd never get anything out in the open. I guess that's what I get for not having even one friend here in the cities that would meet me for coffee and girl talk. At least while I was home this weekend, I had my best friends from high school, Liz and LyloniJade, to talk to. Got my bitching session fix til Thanksgiving, I guess. I actually just came back yesterday from visiting family and friends in Wisconsin and was so disappointed to walk into my house, my realm of mediocre reality.

Speaking of my trip, the 5 day weekend was incredible. I saw Liz at her brand new "adult" job, went out and got wasted with LyloniJade and future SG member Cram, hung out with "J" and Rich (a couple of good buddies from my days at UW-Platteville who I'm trying to talk into joining SG), had dinner with my newly pregnant good friend and former co-worker, and had a slumber party with LyloniJade at my parents house. Good times. Glad I went. I was not expecting to have such a good time, but it was well worth the 5 hour drive and the large amounts of gas money I spent driving between my parents house to Monroe, WI and Madison, WI, back and forth. It would have been the perfect weekend, if my rant above didn't hold true, most of the bullshit I was being fed happened then, but I'm glad I didn't let it ruin my trip.

So, anyway, enough of my ramblings - I have to get me and kiddo ready to go, we're going out to get me a job. (Yeah, right - 4 months later, I'm still holding onto that....)