ceallach13

"I can change anything, but I can't change human nature."
As time goes on, I feel more and more like Dr. Manhattan. Drifting away from humans all the while understanding them less and less. The more I learn, the less I know. Social situations start to look like math equations. People are either pluses or minuses. The total determines whether the situation is positive or negative. I hate to analyze things like that. Everything I do with others just ends up into graphs and pie charts. "Do you want to go out saturday night?" I don't know. Let me get my calculator.

On a different note, I wish I could be more like Rorschach. I wish I had an ideal... a thought... something, that I thought that strong or that passionate about. I mean, like, I'm 27 and don't really know what the fuck I'm doing with my life. Then I'll see something like someone who is a dancer and getting asked how long they wanted to be a dancer, and they answer "ever since they were a little kid." That is so awesome to me. I wish I had that kind of conviction. Being able to say that you were meant to do something. I don't believe in fate, but something close to it.

If anyone reads this then two questions:
1. Do you ever feel like your slipping further away from society?
2. Are you doing anything in life that you have always wanted to do?