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I think I finally forgot the thing I needed

I think I finally forgot

So much time to erase your picture from my thoughts, so much time to free the lessons you taught me

Settle in for the ride . . . Asleep at the wheel

When time has come and death arises,
Speak my name, no shallow whispers
A tale is told for all to wonder, at what stage did I this witness
Not for me
I've ever wanted
Just tell the truth of how I've lived, and find the truth of what was done
Mine was the right, mine was the right, to do as I saw fit
Judgement...
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Forever lost to the notion that something lies around the corner
Lost
A simple notion of existence and all is lost to the expectations of all that is simplistic to our surroundings.

I move forward . . . . spinning my wheels in the...
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Severed head . . . . never had much use for it to start with . . . . now if I could just remember where the hell I put it.

Finally found a use for it, just need to convince the rest of me that it's worth keeping.

Lost in time . . . . I realize my worth as my worth begins to...
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Fuck you . . . . you never understood anything about me.

Transparent to everyone but myself . . . I see you for what you are . . . . blind.

Small choices for a big reason . . . left alone to my own thoughts of what I have left behind
If you only knew the truth to the past I have created for myself
For just one cool minute, my future has been set to settle
Drawn into myself I think of the promise I forget to make
I think of the reasons I...
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Didn't get it till today (so sorry to have missed such a wonderful gift) . . . so sweet, even after all I've done, I never deserved what you gave, I never gave what you deserved . . . If I could step back in my life and find you before it all became to late for me, so complicated.

It happened again tonight . . .

She took my life away from me, in hopes of what, a chance to keep me hidden in her hip pocket

I gave her all I had to give and never enough she crys, never enough to the rage that lives within her broken mind - an illusion to a simple reality that simply does not exist - the truth is unmistakable and caring -...
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Felt the pain, inspirational return
Lost my turn, never paid to play
Haunted by desire, these dreams take flight into the night - slowly melted daylight
Deep beneath that gaze I no longer hold
Your hot breath, thick, secure, as my mind flickers through lost chapters
Undecided

Forever lost to the notion of what has past

I shake my head . . . . nothing...
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Orlando baby!!!! Atleast for a few days, nice to get away from everyone for a few days . . .

Got my heart broken this week . . . my own fuckin' fault. Thought I had control of everything, guess that's when things start to get away from you. Tried to hold on to too much, and lost the one thing I truely wanted - now I feel like all I have left is to settle with something I can never have back. Finger fucked...
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