SOoooooooo
I went out last night with my friends!!
and ran into another friend at the bar which is always awesome! coz she kept thenight alive!! We kept drinking waaaayyyy into the night..I think we got back at like 4 or 5!!! hahahahaha!!!
def met some random people. ooh! oh! i made a bet with some friend of connor and denver, the guys who own the bar, friends, of mine of course, that he wont drink, for allllll of january and if he does he has to wear a dress and high heels.....and if he wins....i have to wear a pvc or scandolous dress of his choice.....ahahaha......all of this must take place at the bar....
ooohhh the thing is he's irish and I'm SOOOOOO gonna win!!!! hahahahahahah!!!!! yay!!! well the likelyhood is we'll both forget...or I'll never see him again cozz even tho im in the bar every week...I tend to forget who 've met and shit like that......
it's the waay it goes at that bar.....
ayway......i didnt think aboout bj much although I did have some convos with some people about him...mainly another girl with brokenn heart syndrome.....and marco.....hahaha.....and then i druuuuuuuunnkkkktexted him!!! aghhhhh!!! stupid kitten!!!! woulda prolly been wiser to drunk doal and hear his mssege so i could hang up.....but a text...then i say things i shouldnt or somethin or maybe he woulda been drunk and picked up the phone call......oh god and im gonna get drunker tonight so it might end up a phone call tonight...lmao....
anyway....
it was good to get out.....but scary.......
I need to recap something that happened yeaterday. I had a panic attack. something I havnt had in years. it started in the pit of mystomach, getting queasy and cold...the the next thing i knew my arms were cold, like my veins were turning to ice and my hands felt heavy, i couldnt lift them....and my legs started to do the same, and i started to get numb and freak out an dmy breathing started to get shallow....and all i was doing was looking at the "ONLINE NOW" blinking under BJ's picure on myspace.....ugh........the fucker is giving me panic attaks...im going to my dr on monday to ask for xanax...hahahah
ok well...hope all of you are having a great wknd
xox
I went out last night with my friends!!
and ran into another friend at the bar which is always awesome! coz she kept thenight alive!! We kept drinking waaaayyyy into the night..I think we got back at like 4 or 5!!! hahahahaha!!!
def met some random people. ooh! oh! i made a bet with some friend of connor and denver, the guys who own the bar, friends, of mine of course, that he wont drink, for allllll of january and if he does he has to wear a dress and high heels.....and if he wins....i have to wear a pvc or scandolous dress of his choice.....ahahaha......all of this must take place at the bar....
ooohhh the thing is he's irish and I'm SOOOOOO gonna win!!!! hahahahahahah!!!!! yay!!! well the likelyhood is we'll both forget...or I'll never see him again cozz even tho im in the bar every week...I tend to forget who 've met and shit like that......
it's the waay it goes at that bar.....
ayway......i didnt think aboout bj much although I did have some convos with some people about him...mainly another girl with brokenn heart syndrome.....and marco.....hahaha.....and then i druuuuuuuunnkkkktexted him!!! aghhhhh!!! stupid kitten!!!! woulda prolly been wiser to drunk doal and hear his mssege so i could hang up.....but a text...then i say things i shouldnt or somethin or maybe he woulda been drunk and picked up the phone call......oh god and im gonna get drunker tonight so it might end up a phone call tonight...lmao....
anyway....
it was good to get out.....but scary.......
I need to recap something that happened yeaterday. I had a panic attack. something I havnt had in years. it started in the pit of mystomach, getting queasy and cold...the the next thing i knew my arms were cold, like my veins were turning to ice and my hands felt heavy, i couldnt lift them....and my legs started to do the same, and i started to get numb and freak out an dmy breathing started to get shallow....and all i was doing was looking at the "ONLINE NOW" blinking under BJ's picure on myspace.....ugh........the fucker is giving me panic attaks...im going to my dr on monday to ask for xanax...hahahah
ok well...hope all of you are having a great wknd
xox