I think I can now say that I finally like girls again. And vagina. After the whole semi-rape ordeal, I wasn't a big fan of girls or vagina. Especially vagina. I hated it. The thought of it disgusted me. I would've become gay, but I don't have the gag reflex for it. And I dislike penis just as much as I disliked vagina at that time. Finally, however, I no longer hate vagina. I don't hate girls either. In fact, I fucking love them. Maybe too much, though... Yeah, there's no "maybe" about it. I fall in love five times a day. I seriously have crushes on close to ten different girls. Hell, maybe more. I have feelings for everyone I meet. It's so ridiculous. But it's actually not so bad. I don't get all obsessed over them and think about them all of the time like I used to. Because I like so many girls, I don't have the time to focus on anyone in particular. Besides, it would be rude to the honor of the other girls. Anyway, I'm loving girls more than ever. Some of them include girls that a good friend of mine either used to be involved with or used to want to be involved with. It's quite funny. I should probably stop having crushes on girls and actually take some action. But this isn't too bad the way it is. There's a certain comfort that comes with having feelings for all of these girls. Another thing worth mentioning is that my little sister wants me to have sex with two of her friends. It's just too bad they don't want the same thing.
