catthepirate

sooooooooo the coast guard came over tonight. damnit. two visits in jus tover a week. i hate getting used to having that boy near becuase i never wanna let him leave. And him & his roomate left to go to his roomate's friends & sisters house. so sad. i think he wanted to stay too becuase he was like "its so late is it even worth going? and its to late to find a hotel in portland..."
damnit! damnit! damnit!
and we do have pictures of us together finally, lame, yeah fuckfuckfuckin lame. and he leaves february 14th for three months. and then after that they leave for hawaii *where he is from * and europe
UGH! lame
oh yeah and lyle has a 'very open long distance relationship' so that is basically shot to shit. um yeah boys suck
and i really wanna hate joe *coast guard* but he has bene nothing but nice.
Amanda, Joe, Shaun *roomate* and I walked to Mia Gelato and had dessert and then walked back and it was a nice night and i just wanted to skip down the park blocks hand in hand with him with hot apple cider.
damn the world.
damn it all.