Alrighty well it's time for another update. I think that I have been avoiding updating my journal because I *hate* the current profile pic w/ new hair (that looks black but is really turning a lighter brown by now). So I will be changing it soon.
I was good today, had yogurt and peaches for breakie, had a tiny bag of peanuts for lunch since I ended up tossing the pasta/tuna salad that tasted like blah in the bin. Then I was supposed to work my discipline and either have a tiny supper or none at all since evenings is when I go HOG WILD. Well I made it all the way 'till 8 and then kaboom..ended up polishing off an entire Dr.Oetker Spinach and Garlic thin crust pizza:
Well it was DAMN good. And I know I know..restricting myself is only going to make me binge even more, but alas NO I tell you I have willpower and self-control most days. Just not today. I was in a strange quiet anti-social mood. Hating my hair with a vengance that I just tied into a pony tail this morning and glued to my head with hairspray. I felt schlumpy and unattractive. Whatever, after polishing off the pizza I changed my office around, and cleaned it up. I then proceeded to change my toe nail polish colour. From a deep raspberry pink to a lighter shimmery candy pink. Hey...toes are meant to be PINK! So I feel like I've accomplished something today, albeit they were small things but I did SOMETHING at least.
So Saturday my man gets to meet the family part 2. We're invited over to my cousin's house for her daughter's 6th birthday where aunts, uncles, cousins, and my parents will be there. John has already met my parents and grandparents. Now we gets to meet my mom's side of the family, the Deutchland folk! Then depending on what time we leave there and how tired he is we might go to another party of my best friend from highschool's place. But he's only arriving saturday and leaving sunday so I want to spend as much time with him as possible. I love him so. *grin and sigh*
Oh you HAVE to read up on Girlie's sweet sweet man in her journal and the ultra sweet thing he did for her over the weekend. I shed a few tears it was so sweet. xox
I was good today, had yogurt and peaches for breakie, had a tiny bag of peanuts for lunch since I ended up tossing the pasta/tuna salad that tasted like blah in the bin. Then I was supposed to work my discipline and either have a tiny supper or none at all since evenings is when I go HOG WILD. Well I made it all the way 'till 8 and then kaboom..ended up polishing off an entire Dr.Oetker Spinach and Garlic thin crust pizza:
Well it was DAMN good. And I know I know..restricting myself is only going to make me binge even more, but alas NO I tell you I have willpower and self-control most days. Just not today. I was in a strange quiet anti-social mood. Hating my hair with a vengance that I just tied into a pony tail this morning and glued to my head with hairspray. I felt schlumpy and unattractive. Whatever, after polishing off the pizza I changed my office around, and cleaned it up. I then proceeded to change my toe nail polish colour. From a deep raspberry pink to a lighter shimmery candy pink. Hey...toes are meant to be PINK! So I feel like I've accomplished something today, albeit they were small things but I did SOMETHING at least.
So Saturday my man gets to meet the family part 2. We're invited over to my cousin's house for her daughter's 6th birthday where aunts, uncles, cousins, and my parents will be there. John has already met my parents and grandparents. Now we gets to meet my mom's side of the family, the Deutchland folk! Then depending on what time we leave there and how tired he is we might go to another party of my best friend from highschool's place. But he's only arriving saturday and leaving sunday so I want to spend as much time with him as possible. I love him so. *grin and sigh*
Oh you HAVE to read up on Girlie's sweet sweet man in her journal and the ultra sweet thing he did for her over the weekend. I shed a few tears it was so sweet. xox
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I took a week off at the gym, i was too busy drinknig or being hungover, haha. I am thinking I might get an unlimited 3 mos membership at the pilates/yoga studio i go to... it's only $300 and I need a change.
How bout you? I see you're still in love big time which is great! How's your gym thing going?
And no ponytails allowed! Stick to the products and be patient with your hair. It will be good to you if you're good to it, I promise.