cathedra

blah. i'm blah. i was doing so good on my diet till today. ugh! it's my bad day today..tomorrow will be waaay stricter. i'm mad at my hair. no maybe i'm mad at myself for wanting "dark chocolate brown hair" as I put it to my stylist. maybe i'm mad at my stylist. I don't know but i'm crabby as hell today. And to top it off I wont be getting paid for another 2 weeks (3 weeks delay total) because the bank screwed up. AND to top it all off..just when I was thinking of asking my boss for a raise (it's only been like 2 years since my last one!?) he starts giving me hell about small insignificant things at work that aren't even my fault. i'm stretched SO thin at work I should be making the salary of like 4 people. dot com companies suck because they make one person do SO many things since they are too bloody cheap to hire the right amount of employees. they figure since it's digital it's not SO bad.

and so to recapitulate:

i ate too much today.

my hair won't do a damn thing right.

i'm aproaching broke-ness.

the stupid USA visa is taking too long to arrive.

and now my dad's cousin died yesterday. I wasn't that close to her but she was always there at extended family gatherings. She was the only gay individual in my family on either sides, and she didn't hide it. She was always accompanied by her girlfriend, and she would wear a suit instead of dresses to family functions. In my own quiet way I respect her though I don't really know much about her. I know that she died of ovarian cancer and that she was in a lot of pain in her last few days. I'm sad but not upset. I'm glad she's not suffering anymore.
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Update..8:42

I'm listening to my new favorite song of the day. From Daft Punk's new album the song is Technologic. I also washed my hair and am letting it curl with the Deva products. I <3 you Girlie

Go get the song on iTunes (i lurve iTunes btw)

Technologic - Daft Punk

Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
trash it, change it, mail - upgrade it,
charge it, point it, zoom it, press it,
snap it, work it, quick - erase it,
write it, get it, paste it, save it,
load it, check it, quick - rewrite it,
plug it, play it, burn it, rip it,
drag and drop it, zip - unzip it,
lock it, fill it, curl it, find it,
view it, curl it, jam - unlock it,
surf it, scroll it, pose it, click it,
cross it, crack it, twitch - update it,
name it, read it, tune it, print it,
scan it, send it, fax - rename it,
touch it, bring it babe, watch it,
turn it, leave it, stop - format it.

Technologic, technologic, technologic, technologic
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Update: 9:43. I'm bored. And makeup-less. *cringe*