So much stress it isn't even funny. Stress at work, stress i'm pushing on myself, nerves, worrying it's horrible. I have a constant knot in my stomach, i'm not sleeping well and have a constant headache. When I don't have a plan to follow I get nervous and stressed out. I need to know when everything is happenning in order to feel ok.
My shoulders hurt they are so tight, I have this sharp pain in my stomach tonight and my throat hurts like I'm getting a cold. I HAVE to go to the gym tonight, if I don't go tonight no iPod in 12 days. I really don't feel like going. But i'll feel better if I go. Argh damn lazy devil and skinny angel having a fight in my head. Damn damn damn. I'll go. I feel like Cameron in Ferris Buller's Day off:
"If I don't go...he'll keep calling me..he'll make me feel guity..
OK
Fuck it.
I'll go!
I'll go!
I'll go!
God Damn it!!!!"
Alright i'm going....bye.
My shoulders hurt they are so tight, I have this sharp pain in my stomach tonight and my throat hurts like I'm getting a cold. I HAVE to go to the gym tonight, if I don't go tonight no iPod in 12 days. I really don't feel like going. But i'll feel better if I go. Argh damn lazy devil and skinny angel having a fight in my head. Damn damn damn. I'll go. I feel like Cameron in Ferris Buller's Day off:
"If I don't go...he'll keep calling me..he'll make me feel guity..
OK
Fuck it.
I'll go!
I'll go!
I'll go!
God Damn it!!!!"
Alright i'm going....bye.
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scrap:
If you are actually sick, going to the gym won't help anyone. And exercising with PAINful shoulders may not be wise either. Stretch out, take some advil and a get in a nice hot shower. Rest your body a day and hit the gym tomorrow. But then again, I'm not there to tell what's actually painful so i could be giving bad advice. 
deezaster:
