After spending the evening with my parents and some of their friends that they were having over for dinner I feel like myself again. I've said it before and i'll say it again, when you feel lost and lonely you can always go home to remember that you are loved by your family unconditionally. We had a nice pasta dinner (like every saturday's tradition) accompanied by passionate music talk. My family and their friends are all passionate about music especially 50's-70's music.
I came home and had a good night's rest. My back isn't as sore, and my mind is clearer. Before John left he made sure that I filled out and signed the immigration form so he could submit it. I think about it and it leaves me excited and breathless. The same feeling when you mail a letter, you know it will take a while, but it's already moving faster than it was when it was sitting on the table. It's like planting a seed. It's the first step to beginning our lives together. OMG i'm going to live in the states!
I think today i'm going to do some good old fashioned junk purging. I've done my closet and some bulky items, but I need to go through drawers who's contents have just been transfered year after year from one drawer to another. I have to tell myself that it's OKAY to have empty drawers...Not every container or space needs to contain stuff. It's okay! It's a good thing.
Also I want to work on my portfolio site and get these paintings moving. I'm going to start contacting galleries for real now and if not sell them, at least get some of the bigger ones out of my place. The less i'll have to move the better.
I've also got to come to a decision about my appliances. They are all brand new, and though they didn't cost a fucking forture I was just sooo proud to buy them. It felt like I was a real adult, like I had grown up now that I had my own washing machine and two door fridge which I heart! I don't think i'll be able to bring them to the US, as first of all it will cost too much, and so I've been told by John most flats in the US come with all the appliances. It seems my feeling about 2005 was right after all. It's the year of BIG fucking changes in my life.
I'm tempted to march over to the drugstore and pick up a bottle of hair colour. The red that she did on me kinda faded a bit, and I'm just in the mood to spruce up my hair. The only problem is that I have blonde streaks in my hair..fairly big ones I could technically avoid, or I could just go over them and they would be a lighter shade. Hmmm what to do. Well today is lining up to be a busy day, so..well Happy Easter all.
I came home and had a good night's rest. My back isn't as sore, and my mind is clearer. Before John left he made sure that I filled out and signed the immigration form so he could submit it. I think about it and it leaves me excited and breathless. The same feeling when you mail a letter, you know it will take a while, but it's already moving faster than it was when it was sitting on the table. It's like planting a seed. It's the first step to beginning our lives together. OMG i'm going to live in the states!
I think today i'm going to do some good old fashioned junk purging. I've done my closet and some bulky items, but I need to go through drawers who's contents have just been transfered year after year from one drawer to another. I have to tell myself that it's OKAY to have empty drawers...Not every container or space needs to contain stuff. It's okay! It's a good thing.
Also I want to work on my portfolio site and get these paintings moving. I'm going to start contacting galleries for real now and if not sell them, at least get some of the bigger ones out of my place. The less i'll have to move the better.
I've also got to come to a decision about my appliances. They are all brand new, and though they didn't cost a fucking forture I was just sooo proud to buy them. It felt like I was a real adult, like I had grown up now that I had my own washing machine and two door fridge which I heart! I don't think i'll be able to bring them to the US, as first of all it will cost too much, and so I've been told by John most flats in the US come with all the appliances. It seems my feeling about 2005 was right after all. It's the year of BIG fucking changes in my life.
I'm tempted to march over to the drugstore and pick up a bottle of hair colour. The red that she did on me kinda faded a bit, and I'm just in the mood to spruce up my hair. The only problem is that I have blonde streaks in my hair..fairly big ones I could technically avoid, or I could just go over them and they would be a lighter shade. Hmmm what to do. Well today is lining up to be a busy day, so..well Happy Easter all.
though, if i were dude, i would be leaving dubyaworld to live with moose any day.
heh, the 5th and 6th paragraphs could have been writen by my friend Kristin. sounds just like stuff she'd say.