cathedra

I'm still alive, just been busy and lazy both at the same time. The porn conference in Quebec city was cool, nothing like Vegas, but cool none the less. On my way to work this morning I found a pidgeon that had been hit by a car and was suffering. I stopped the car, walked over to him and saw he was close to death and there was nothing I could do for him. I picked him up gently and almost felt a relieved feeling from him once in my hands. I whispered to him "it's ok sweetie, let go, you're hurting" and I decided to put him in a dark corner under some stairs in the back of a nearby building where he could die in peace at least, rather than next to a sidewalk and possibly get run over by a car. It was sad, but it would of hurt more to leave him where he was. I stopped at the same spot on my way back from work and looked under the stairs and there he was, very dead by now, stiff and peacefull. He was barely inches away from where I had left him, which means he probably died a few minutes after I left. Poor birdy.