Good morning. Still sweaty from going to the gym this morning. Having my cheddar scrambled eggs and sipping coffee I have to tell you guys that I am honestly dissapointed. Why you may ask? Well I did finally receive the SG tank top I ordered, along with a nice stack of SG stickers...but my joy soon turned to discust with my own body as soon as I tried it on. I look like a sausage in the fucking tank. 
All the good and encouragement that the PSW group and the other SG'ers have shown me, and made me feel great about myself...this little thing just slapped me back to reality: I'm still too fat to be 'normal'. I don't know if i'm frustrated at SG for sell clothes that could only fit a 5 year old, or myself for needing about 2 sizes larger. I feel kind of cheated because I felt like I belonged on SG...and I know i'm overreacting, but this just reminded me that SG is NOT a welcome place for girls of size, they just tolerate it. PSW was created by users, not the admins...and untill they add accomodating sizes in their stores, they are just tolerant and not supporting nor welcoming girls like me.
Just my 2 cents...
All the good and encouragement that the PSW group and the other SG'ers have shown me, and made me feel great about myself...this little thing just slapped me back to reality: I'm still too fat to be 'normal'. I don't know if i'm frustrated at SG for sell clothes that could only fit a 5 year old, or myself for needing about 2 sizes larger. I feel kind of cheated because I felt like I belonged on SG...and I know i'm overreacting, but this just reminded me that SG is NOT a welcome place for girls of size, they just tolerate it. PSW was created by users, not the admins...and untill they add accomodating sizes in their stores, they are just tolerant and not supporting nor welcoming girls like me.
Just my 2 cents...
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Ive been meaning to say this for a bit, but because I am and big dork and also did not want to sound like some creepy perv on the Internet, cause I truly mean it not in that way. And oddly enough its not in response to your journal; Ive actually been trying to find the right words for days. Anyway, after viewing your sets in the group, multiple times I might add, Ive come to a conclusion. You are one of the most beautiful and sexiest women I have ever seen. See, its on the verge of creepiness. But seriously, you have the most enchanting face and smile; its cute, angelic, and sexy all at the same time. And every inch of you adds and compliments that. You glow with an aura of beauty. Your sets are extremely creative, so very sexy without as much as showing a nipple, and the best part being they have musical accompaniment!
Anyway, sorry if this creeps you out, I simply wanted to state something that I believe is overwhelmingly apparent. Never let anyone tell you different. You are absolutely beautiful. Thank you for sharing the sets with us. Also, good luck on finding a new job! I know how unhappiness in the work place can go, blah. Ok, bye now. ::runs away not believing I wrote that finally::
Pft with the tank top - go nekkid!