Initiation was tonight.
I cried a lot. Why do I only cry when I am in large groups of people? I think it was partially because it's my last initiation and I feel like I've really alienated myself.
And why do I feel like the girl I consider to be my best friend hates me?
My party should be on for Thursday--just one person to ok it with and he's the most difficult person to get ahold of in the world.
-5 days 'til Cat! is legal
I cried a lot. Why do I only cry when I am in large groups of people? I think it was partially because it's my last initiation and I feel like I've really alienated myself.
And why do I feel like the girl I consider to be my best friend hates me?
My party should be on for Thursday--just one person to ok it with and he's the most difficult person to get ahold of in the world.
-5 days 'til Cat! is legal
psmith:
what kind of initiation? did you become a free mason?