*sigh*
I totally could've worked Friday and saved myself $80. No one's fault, but everything seems entirely unfair now. My mom said she was gonna send me a box of goodies, but knowing my mom it won't get sent until the second thursday of next week. So I prolly won't have any b-day prezzies either. Well, it's bound to be better that my 18th birthday which was spent brooding about how fucking lame the prom was the night before, and dreaming up mostly painless ways to kill myself. Right? Has to be better than that.
So fuck it. I'll show the sitter around, and then hit the gym. Then a nice breakfast somewhere. Then I'm gonna get a massage. Then I'm gonna get my hair done. All-out good dye job, maybe from that wacky rock-art place in OB....The Electric Chair. I always wanted to go there. Tattoo? Ooh. Tattoo. Then naked-topia for the weekend. These seemingly disappointing things seem to work themselves into some pleasurable experience 80% of the time...it's when you have bitchin' plans that end in utter chaos and misery. We'll see.
27. I feel like I'm gonna be all grown up tomorrow. I better be as immature as possible today.
I totally could've worked Friday and saved myself $80. No one's fault, but everything seems entirely unfair now. My mom said she was gonna send me a box of goodies, but knowing my mom it won't get sent until the second thursday of next week. So I prolly won't have any b-day prezzies either. Well, it's bound to be better that my 18th birthday which was spent brooding about how fucking lame the prom was the night before, and dreaming up mostly painless ways to kill myself. Right? Has to be better than that.
So fuck it. I'll show the sitter around, and then hit the gym. Then a nice breakfast somewhere. Then I'm gonna get a massage. Then I'm gonna get my hair done. All-out good dye job, maybe from that wacky rock-art place in OB....The Electric Chair. I always wanted to go there. Tattoo? Ooh. Tattoo. Then naked-topia for the weekend. These seemingly disappointing things seem to work themselves into some pleasurable experience 80% of the time...it's when you have bitchin' plans that end in utter chaos and misery. We'll see.
27. I feel like I'm gonna be all grown up tomorrow. I better be as immature as possible today.
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There's no such thing as too much of a good thing.
ps: hope things brighten up for ya.