In response to Silverwolf, I'm going to ramble, and 'tell you a bit about myself'. Not sure yet what i'm going to say.
As to the boy - well since i did the splitting, yes i'm okay, although he seems (as ever) not to really have understood what splitting up means (keeps inviting around 'to meet up/ for some sex'). Doesn't seem to like the idea of being just friends. So ... i am going to visit him in a few weeks, but just as friends, so we'll see how that goes.
Have been a bit 'blank' in my mind recently... had stuff that probably needed thinking about, so been ignoring the outside world. Luckily, the outside world wasn't doing anything anyway. (Yes, i know it's cryptic... no sorry it's not going to be made clearer - the thing i've been thinking about only three other people know about, and two of those had to anyway)
My new flatmate's good, although he's so tidy/organised/'has a life plan' etc that he's making me feel guilty. Now i've sorted the flatmate situation i really ought to be applying for some 'real' jobs (instead of continuing in this temping job at a factory)
Am still 'not dating' this guy that 'doesn't do relationships' which is cool cos i'm not sure i want a 'relationship' anyway, and this 'non-relationship' still feels pretty good. Just have to keep the balance right.
Right now, at this moment, i feel tired. Achy and tired. I'm waiting for my flatmate to wake up to say hi to him, and then i'm sleeping. Work tonight was a drag. And i need a shower. But the birds are singing (dawn chorus) and the weather looks like it'll be nice. And i get paid tomorrow.
I'm going to birmingham on sunday. Anyone nearby/bored/etc, wanna meet up? I've got to meet a couple of mates but they're busy most of the day. I love brum. I was happy there. I not saying i'm not happy here, it's just that brum has good memories.
Anyway, that's enough for now. I'm not sure if you really know that much more about me from that, but, well... there you go.
love, Cat
As to the boy - well since i did the splitting, yes i'm okay, although he seems (as ever) not to really have understood what splitting up means (keeps inviting around 'to meet up/ for some sex'). Doesn't seem to like the idea of being just friends. So ... i am going to visit him in a few weeks, but just as friends, so we'll see how that goes.
Have been a bit 'blank' in my mind recently... had stuff that probably needed thinking about, so been ignoring the outside world. Luckily, the outside world wasn't doing anything anyway. (Yes, i know it's cryptic... no sorry it's not going to be made clearer - the thing i've been thinking about only three other people know about, and two of those had to anyway)
My new flatmate's good, although he's so tidy/organised/'has a life plan' etc that he's making me feel guilty. Now i've sorted the flatmate situation i really ought to be applying for some 'real' jobs (instead of continuing in this temping job at a factory)
Am still 'not dating' this guy that 'doesn't do relationships' which is cool cos i'm not sure i want a 'relationship' anyway, and this 'non-relationship' still feels pretty good. Just have to keep the balance right.
Right now, at this moment, i feel tired. Achy and tired. I'm waiting for my flatmate to wake up to say hi to him, and then i'm sleeping. Work tonight was a drag. And i need a shower. But the birds are singing (dawn chorus) and the weather looks like it'll be nice. And i get paid tomorrow.
I'm going to birmingham on sunday. Anyone nearby/bored/etc, wanna meet up? I've got to meet a couple of mates but they're busy most of the day. I love brum. I was happy there. I not saying i'm not happy here, it's just that brum has good memories.
Anyway, that's enough for now. I'm not sure if you really know that much more about me from that, but, well... there you go.
love, Cat
Yey for cash!
So you are sorta seeing someone else, that`s nice, and sounds uncomplicated for the moment.
Sounds like you are sort of finding your way at the moment but that is not a bad thing.
So what is your favorite tree?
Lots of love
[Edited on Apr 25, 2005 2:46PM]