cat19237

hmmm.

am heading towards being not so happy again right now. no reason really, just generally. which is, of course, the worst kind of unhappy. am sure i'll be fine though. at least i know it's happening and can prepare.

have come to the conclusion that i don't keep the flat tidy / clean enough for other people to live with me. my lodger just brought up the cleanliness situation with me yesterday again. and she's not the first. am going to have to train myself to do cleaning all the time i'm here.

it wouldn't be so bad but i'm only really here to sleep and surf the net. and occasionally eat. in that order of priority. and while i'd love to hoover right now, it is 5.30am and so i think everyone else might just be a little annoyed with that.

it's my mum's birthday next week. so i'm going to cambridge.

i wonder what i should do on saturday night. i don't want to stay here, i hate spending the night in at the weekend. especially if my flatmate's going to be studying. And i've told everyone else i'm going to cambridge, except i'm not going until sunday. what i really need is to go to a nice new house party somewhere between here and cambridge, somewhere like london or peterborough. .. who do i know in london...

blargh. i'm going to end up sat at home watching tv and eating too much.

oh well. i'm tired and in a really negative mood, so that may have influenced everything i've said today. hope you like the cold and snow and ice, 'cos i really don't. (except snow. i like snow.)

love,
Cat