cassy

life is so crazy.
i'm happy to say that it's changing for the better - although a lot of stuff is up in the air, one thing is true, i'm happy to fly by the seat of my pants when i feel like i have people behind me.
i'm still in calgary with the ex, living here until the end of may when i plan to get out of canada, and get back to the us. not sure where i'll land. maybe az, maybe la, maybe go to tn now, not sure. what i am sure of is that i have a life to look forward to, with a lot of blessings i never imagined...and it's all based on 2 months of spending all my time with the most amazing person i've ever met.
destiny has a funny way of not taking no for an answer. i really thought i'd never leave this place, and i thought neil and i were destined to be together. i purposely ignored any warning signs of our incompatibility because i thought i could surpass them all. i thought i could get past them or fix him. truth is, i feel love really shouldn't be so much work. some work is fine, but when you feel like you have to swim upstream so much it's hard. when things take the natural progression, and the natural way it's so easy for me to follow.
i just wanna get back to working, making money, paying off accumulated bills, and getting to tn to start my life with him tbh.
he's adorable

but beyond that he's amazing in every possible way - smart, funny, sweet, kind, sexy as hell <3
well
i'm crazy about him just saying.
until next time,
XOXO
Cass