Fortune prevails.
2 week vacation from work commenced last saturday, so I went up north, went fishing, and I cought a cold.
Was actually depressed all week because of it... Probably due to the excess consumption of NyQuil, which put me in a terrible restless trance at night. I got the shittiest sleep all week and always woke up with deathly congestion. I felt so gross and miserable that I decided to become a hermit and disassociate myself with the world. I just couldn't give a fuck what everyone was doing because I was sick, and no one cared, and that depressed me. So I went as far as deleting my Facebook and SG accounts.
The good news is that I've been able to catch up on my literature and started working on my drawing again. Mostly just doodles and sketches, but I plan on further developing them. I'll be putting some of it up on my art blog soon.
Anyways, when I woke up this morning to rays of sunlight in my face, and the outdoor sounds of grasshopper mating calls (That looooong ass electric buzzing hum they make), I realized that being a recluse wasn't the way to go. I cooked up an amazing omelette and ate it out on my balcony with the best company, mother nature. She's all I need.
I mean, sure it sucks being sick and alone and not having any company and shit. But maybe time to myself is what I need. When I thought about it, I haven't chilled at home by myself like this in 10 months since I got back from the middle east last summer. I've either been working or going out with friends to avoid the perils of being home with my dysfunctional family. But, forcing myself to stay home due to having a cold really made me realize its not so bad being home. I've been doing the things I've been wanting to do for a long time now. Like, exercising (mostly just backyard acrobatics with a wooden sword, seriously), gardening, reading (This was long overdue), drawing (so was this). I'm growing a beard too btw. Feels good to not have to shave for work. Just for fun, let's take a picture of me right now.
Anyways, where am I going with all this? I'm not sure really. I feel better today. My cold is almost gone. Reactivated SG and Facebook.
On another note, someone owes me a lot of money. He still hasn't paid up. It's 45 days overdue now. I think I'm gonna go Two-face on his ass, or develop an alter-ego to get this taken care of. The pure-kind hearted Cass can't break knees. I'm gonna have to get outta character.
Fuck, am I crazy?
Yeah, just a little.
Peace, this is getting lame. I'll probably vanish for a little while again.
Until next time, KEEP IT REAL
2 week vacation from work commenced last saturday, so I went up north, went fishing, and I cought a cold.
Was actually depressed all week because of it... Probably due to the excess consumption of NyQuil, which put me in a terrible restless trance at night. I got the shittiest sleep all week and always woke up with deathly congestion. I felt so gross and miserable that I decided to become a hermit and disassociate myself with the world. I just couldn't give a fuck what everyone was doing because I was sick, and no one cared, and that depressed me. So I went as far as deleting my Facebook and SG accounts.
The good news is that I've been able to catch up on my literature and started working on my drawing again. Mostly just doodles and sketches, but I plan on further developing them. I'll be putting some of it up on my art blog soon.
Anyways, when I woke up this morning to rays of sunlight in my face, and the outdoor sounds of grasshopper mating calls (That looooong ass electric buzzing hum they make), I realized that being a recluse wasn't the way to go. I cooked up an amazing omelette and ate it out on my balcony with the best company, mother nature. She's all I need.
I mean, sure it sucks being sick and alone and not having any company and shit. But maybe time to myself is what I need. When I thought about it, I haven't chilled at home by myself like this in 10 months since I got back from the middle east last summer. I've either been working or going out with friends to avoid the perils of being home with my dysfunctional family. But, forcing myself to stay home due to having a cold really made me realize its not so bad being home. I've been doing the things I've been wanting to do for a long time now. Like, exercising (mostly just backyard acrobatics with a wooden sword, seriously), gardening, reading (This was long overdue), drawing (so was this). I'm growing a beard too btw. Feels good to not have to shave for work. Just for fun, let's take a picture of me right now.
Anyways, where am I going with all this? I'm not sure really. I feel better today. My cold is almost gone. Reactivated SG and Facebook.
On another note, someone owes me a lot of money. He still hasn't paid up. It's 45 days overdue now. I think I'm gonna go Two-face on his ass, or develop an alter-ego to get this taken care of. The pure-kind hearted Cass can't break knees. I'm gonna have to get outta character.
Fuck, am I crazy?
Yeah, just a little.
Peace, this is getting lame. I'll probably vanish for a little while again.
Until next time, KEEP IT REAL
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don't forget to come to my show this weekend !!