Late night/end-of-day thoughts, blog submission edition:
So Cass, what did you learn today? What did you teach yourself today? What did you think about today?
Well today I figured out that people aren't as complicated as I make them out to be. Really, in the end, everything is just subjective... So subjective even, its not even worth trying to figure people out. Who knows what goes on in peoples' heads? I mean, look at yourself man... How weird is some of the shit that you come up with in your own head? You surprise yourself sometimes... Just imagine what others are thinking...
On a related note, what is a soul? What makes us so individual? Better yet, what is that thing that drives or directs the individuality in people?
Why do our emotions fluctuate so much? What makes them fluctuate? I mean I know enough that it has to do with our reactions to our surroundings and present tense occurrences, but what determines the final outcome of the reaction? Is it instinctual? Is it spiritual? Is it logical? Is it accidental or random?
And love... What is love? Its not lust, you've learnt that much from your experiences. Can you love more than one person? Can you love many people? Would that be 'wrong'?
What is right and wrong?
Oh dear, you think too much Cass. It really is not good for you, you've been doing that a lot lately. You have to stop thinking about these things, they're gonna drive you crazy.
Or maybe you are crazy... You're writing your thoughts down in a blog. Oh gosh. People are going to read this...
No wait, Its ok. You're stoned. You'll read this tomorrow and realize that all this was just the product of your poor marijuana-driven mind being over-exerted by your deep, complex thoughts and questions about life that have no definitive answer.
Yes, that's right... You'll read this and then remember that this blog was in fact the product of your blazed self having thought that it would be a great idea to write your late night thoughts down in a blog because you were scared that you would forget the crazy shit that you thought about while driving your car home listening to your funky ass music.
Gee, you're a strange guy Cass, you've got a lot to learn still. Keep doing what feels right though, its been working out for you.
Anyways, you should go to bed, you have to be up for work in 6 hours. But knowing you, you'll probably just end up going to bed but not being able to fall asleep because you're going to over-think things as usual.
You need to get laid.
Yeah.
G'night.
So Cass, what did you learn today? What did you teach yourself today? What did you think about today?
Well today I figured out that people aren't as complicated as I make them out to be. Really, in the end, everything is just subjective... So subjective even, its not even worth trying to figure people out. Who knows what goes on in peoples' heads? I mean, look at yourself man... How weird is some of the shit that you come up with in your own head? You surprise yourself sometimes... Just imagine what others are thinking...
On a related note, what is a soul? What makes us so individual? Better yet, what is that thing that drives or directs the individuality in people?
Why do our emotions fluctuate so much? What makes them fluctuate? I mean I know enough that it has to do with our reactions to our surroundings and present tense occurrences, but what determines the final outcome of the reaction? Is it instinctual? Is it spiritual? Is it logical? Is it accidental or random?
And love... What is love? Its not lust, you've learnt that much from your experiences. Can you love more than one person? Can you love many people? Would that be 'wrong'?
What is right and wrong?
Oh dear, you think too much Cass. It really is not good for you, you've been doing that a lot lately. You have to stop thinking about these things, they're gonna drive you crazy.
Or maybe you are crazy... You're writing your thoughts down in a blog. Oh gosh. People are going to read this...
No wait, Its ok. You're stoned. You'll read this tomorrow and realize that all this was just the product of your poor marijuana-driven mind being over-exerted by your deep, complex thoughts and questions about life that have no definitive answer.
Yes, that's right... You'll read this and then remember that this blog was in fact the product of your blazed self having thought that it would be a great idea to write your late night thoughts down in a blog because you were scared that you would forget the crazy shit that you thought about while driving your car home listening to your funky ass music.
Gee, you're a strange guy Cass, you've got a lot to learn still. Keep doing what feels right though, its been working out for you.
Anyways, you should go to bed, you have to be up for work in 6 hours. But knowing you, you'll probably just end up going to bed but not being able to fall asleep because you're going to over-think things as usual.
You need to get laid.
Yeah.
G'night.
sofia:
i'm curious to know what the 'day after' feeling was like, you know, post blog... ?
sofia:
it did make sense, though it is quite random at times.