Modern romance burdened with the weight of unrequited love which only weighs heavy on the shoulders of future relationships. I have often found myself strugling against the idealized version of someone else in contention for the heart of the person I am seeing. Too often have we as humans fooled ourselfves into believing that there is hope in the ghost image of an idealized past...
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Cremated pasts among the living,
last as long as you're forgiving
God sipping on linseed oil
As you see what tonight unfurls
The life that you hid away
Will come back and bite you
One way to see the living colors
Of Blue and green are so much funner
Than a life of prudence and boredom
But purity is such a subjective term
So tell...
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last as long as you're forgiving
God sipping on linseed oil
As you see what tonight unfurls
The life that you hid away
Will come back and bite you
One way to see the living colors
Of Blue and green are so much funner
Than a life of prudence and boredom
But purity is such a subjective term
So tell...
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Symbolically
I'm sort of anomaly
Always striped in some color
But never the shade i wanted'
People call me a whore
'Cus i never conformed to one groups news
"Fuck him", they say
"Fucking hippies, they stray"
Live alone and they call you a stinge',
Rather alone than in bad company,
Never been alone, just sold on no company.
Fuck them all i say, Just...
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I'm sort of anomaly
Always striped in some color
But never the shade i wanted'
People call me a whore
'Cus i never conformed to one groups news
"Fuck him", they say
"Fucking hippies, they stray"
Live alone and they call you a stinge',
Rather alone than in bad company,
Never been alone, just sold on no company.
Fuck them all i say, Just...
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luthie:
I got your PM.
I hope it's New Mexico-- I'll come visit. I love that State.
I hope it's New Mexico-- I'll come visit. I love that State.
Man its been a while since i posted any comments or blogs. Sincerity is the key to this all. Society thrives on implications and false facets of personalities, non-existent and twisted by people trying to be what everyone else wants them to be and not who they are. It's so easy to get lost in a place like this or myspace or any of those...
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luthie:
Everytime you disappear then turn back up again, you come out, guns blazing with some sort of rant. Last time, it was about how your precious heart was put in a blender but how you were on cougar patrol.
You need to speak your mind more often.
As for the false facets... absolutely, this is the internet after all. No one's mad at this fact, it's an accepted truth about being in a community such as this. Question is, do you portray yourself in the same way? Here, Myspace, Facebook, whatever... do you? Think not so badly of the rest of us for we know just where we tred, and the dangers beneath our feet. It's a strong person who can lay it all bare for a bunch of strangers with photo-shopped avatars and blinky smiley faces with bland text.
Anti-Patriotic... that's a paradox of the situation you seem to be put in. Attached to one's freedom is the epitomy of patriotism-- it's the actions thereafter that would separate the two. Everytime I think about going back into the Military, I remind myself of this fact. Patriotism isn't dying by an insurgent's bullet, or cleverly-placed (or merely lucky) IED-- it's recognizing the truth to believe in freedom.
I hope you're well. When are you coming State-side?
You need to speak your mind more often.
As for the false facets... absolutely, this is the internet after all. No one's mad at this fact, it's an accepted truth about being in a community such as this. Question is, do you portray yourself in the same way? Here, Myspace, Facebook, whatever... do you? Think not so badly of the rest of us for we know just where we tred, and the dangers beneath our feet. It's a strong person who can lay it all bare for a bunch of strangers with photo-shopped avatars and blinky smiley faces with bland text.
Anti-Patriotic... that's a paradox of the situation you seem to be put in. Attached to one's freedom is the epitomy of patriotism-- it's the actions thereafter that would separate the two. Everytime I think about going back into the Military, I remind myself of this fact. Patriotism isn't dying by an insurgent's bullet, or cleverly-placed (or merely lucky) IED-- it's recognizing the truth to believe in freedom.
I hope you're well. When are you coming State-side?
I have had a live in girfriend for about the last 5 months yay! I've been in LA for the last 20 days and frankly it sucks being away and stuck with family. Going to see drag races now. Should be fun considering that i'm a gear head and greaze junky. Anyhow, women are an odd bunch soft beautifull so elegant yet so full of...
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meow:
Thanks for commenting on my new set!
Trusting life to be always good to you is a vanity best left dry and sharp. Like a good cheddar, its only going to back you up and filled with a world full of shit. A lack of civil company is the reason why society is left alone, why lovers are left hating each other and why people are left lonely alone and panic prone....
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Relationships are funny, living in complicated situations that never settle only continue to arrise.
luthie:
That's the point of a relationship I thought?
Music is fantastic, never will any form of media bring you as much fame whores and drugs as rock. Tattoos are an integral part of it. Unfortunately they are also a integral part of the fucking navy. Bunch of homosexual semen lovers. God knows how much i hate the navy. I figure there is a reason that the marine corps decide not to associate themselfs...
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luthie:
*glares*
Your navy, perhaps. Not mine. I totally take offence to this!
Your navy, perhaps. Not mine. I totally take offence to this!
Romance is a wonderfull thing, when filled with clandestine decadence, truth and some sense of loyalty. Otherwise it can be a very draining and down trodding affair. I was a bit angry to hear that she was all bent out of shape over our eventfull breakdown. an old flame that had burnt down to a resoundingly pale ember. It angered me because she had no...
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So anyhow, life is a bit of a puzzle. How i go from walking a girl home to waking up next to her and feeling ok about it I'm not sure. Especially considering that she is one and a half times older than me and I've spent the last four months insulting her. Why is it that women love abuse. They cherish those guys that...
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luthie:
Not all women enjoy assholes and abuse. I guess some hope for a balance of both-- cake, and eating it too.