Romance is a wonderfull thing, when filled with clandestine decadence, truth and some sense of loyalty. Otherwise it can be a very draining and down trodding affair. I was a bit angry to hear that she was all bent out of shape over our eventfull breakdown. an old flame that had burnt down to a resoundingly pale ember. It angered me because she had no reason to be foul, i was rather cruel to the end but i placed the finishing stroke to the beast. The thing had been a savage train through some emotions that where kept low for too long. Thats to say if its true. It angered me but at the same time i found it a bit flattering. At moments funny. But it still tugged on things that are lost now. Farewell, darling may you find whatever your misconstroud mind is looking for. As for me i've moved to a more stable mind and time. never fostering an illusion. 