casinova

I'm glad i got screwed by my superiors at work. Thats all it took to remind me that I have no friends in life. Just myself my family and long list of aquantences, frankly I hate politics, i hate the i hate and i like game, i hate the he says she says my cousin says stupid shit thats chocked into every damn work place. I'm glad i got stationed in england because its allowed me to realize that god hates me and i hate him right back. That women dont know how to love anymore, that i am still capable of carring for someone even after they hurt me bad. That even though I've lost everything i have more than all those people that look down on me will ever have. And frankly they hate me for it. God i miss mingledorff, but there's no helping her now. She is going to crash and burn bad and I'm glad i'm not going to be around to see it because it would hurt. Violent Femmes said it right, "day after day I will walk and I will play, but the day after today, I will stop and I will start...". Time to let them know the beast i've become. The smooth criminal. HA. God I'm cheesy. Later.