casinojkh

one of those days, weeks, months ... what the fuck.. so here it is .. i have shit going like fucken crazy to the point that i'm, dizzy... People see me and say wow that dude has shit under control he gets paid, know s some peolpe and pulls of some cool shit... you'd think that life would be perfect.... fuck no!!!!!!! Somthing is missing... I'm on the rim of huge sucsess i can almost touch it and i'm fucking lost... i'm a nutt hair away from snapping and no one to go to... I am not the poor me type of guy and don't put it out there but once in a blue fucken moon i get over welmed and what do i do??? its not like i can say fuck it and walk away i'm vested... Talk to friends fuckers say.. If it where only that easy, how do you know when friends are true.. all i get is Dude i need this and hey can you hook this up or how do i get involved, almost never hey you need help with that and whats on your mind let me lighten your loud....
I'm isane lonley but surounded by people.. does that even make sense??? somthing is missing and i can't grab it.... fuck .... So what's next.. i'll go to bed try to sleep and then what.. does the confidence come in waves will it be there when i need it ... what the fuck........
Its funny i put this on here like anyone would read it ... or maybe thats the point.. how many people read the shit on here, its full hot naked girls.. why am i even typeing .. ishould be clicking on some girl and forgetting my tourment... what the fuck is happening to me...

It's a little embarassing to admit, but I've NEVER been to a tattoo convention. I was so upset when I heard Twwly and Amina were at this year's AC convention. I always hear about shit too late. On the ink updating tip, I don't think I can wait til June, I'm gettin itchy. It's been three years since I've had anything done. Thanks for the advice.