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guys are assholes
i'm drunk

i need to do my hopefuls set ASAPPPPPPPPPP

<3 you all. (except jerks with penises)
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vedere:
Guys certainly arenn't s nice as girls. This is a fact. You are a girl. You are my new friend. So that makes you whatever an asshole isn't biggrin
prototypehuman:
Take a look at a set that I shot. www.staringdownthelens.com biggrin I"m trying to get some samples up so I can work with other models. Let me know what you think!
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I'm feeling much better. Although I've had a few weird crying episodes my friend Nick has been pretty good. He knew about what happened but he didn't really know that I'm bipolar....So I told him. And he's super cool about it. He was like "I like hanging out with you and your intermittent grumpiness" haha. I've been pretty grumpy this week and like super antipeople....
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xrobbyheartx:
sooooo excited for niagra falls and the aquraium! and maybe a dropkick to the throat from cassie on my lame emo ass. blackeyed
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I hit the curb today, and got a flat tire, and my AAA was expired. So I called my sister and she was going to come and let me use hers (that is a huge deal because usually she never does anything nice for me)
But I decided to go into the valvoline that was right where I pulled over, and they put my spare...
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the_deacon:
Hello...I hit curbs all the time since i got my newer, not new, car...i used to drive a massive mercury sable wagon that i had no problem driving and now i have a dodge caliber R/T and hit things all the time, go figure. Sorry to hear about the guy you care for...as you know. I am very familiar with those issues that come up. Never fun. Chin up and make him comfortable. You're a caring Gal! keep it up!
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So I was all proud of myself because I paid my car insurance and paid two of my credit cards and my line of credit and went and got some groceries and I get home and theres a letter from the fucking DMV saying I owe 150$ for my driver screening from my accident in November. AND TO TOP IT OFF I got the gnarliest...
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the_deacon:
Sounds like PROGRESS!!! at least with the first part...just remember, when we finally catch up or think we are ahead...it's because the turns are shorter and we just aren't seeing as far up the road. It is a cycle...but it will improve...Keep the chin up. Everyone's life sucks...at times. it will get better.
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I ran a mile and a half today with my cousin. Whoo hoo. I totally almost died though. I thought my lungs were going to burst but I feel good smile
I get paid on friday so I'll finally have gas money to go to the gym. smile


Today when I was at the hospital I was going to the garage to get my car and a...
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the_deacon:
you crazy running gal!!!
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So I'm thinking that this binge drinking needs to stop because it's really fucking with me. Not only do I make really bad decisions when I drink but I get a little....over excited to put it mildly. I'm considering maybe hitting up either a bipolar support group or an AA meeting because either way, they go hand in hand for me.

OH YEAH BY THE...
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So I'm pretty much feeling really hopeless lately. I've been taken off my Zyprexa because I gained almost 20lbs in three weeks. Ugh. I'm weighing in at 196 right now. Let me tell you I really just want to cut up my body and get rid of that 20lbs of fat. But thats not really realistic. So I was off my meds for not even...
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weaverdream4me:
hang in there cassandra, don't worry about the weight, that comes and goes, your a tall girl so it's not like your fat.



with love

jeny
cashmir:


Bipolar...at least your in good company! I hate it. I hate having to take the meds, the mood swings, the helpless feelings at times and the hopelessness. i could go on and on...Hope things balance out for you.



Tell me about it. I hate feeling great one minute and then the next minute the world is crashing down on me. I'm glad it's not rapid cycling. But feeling like you can't control yourself and feeling completely hopeless is the worst.

Thanks though :o)

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I'm realllly thinkin hard about possibly doing a set and submitting it to SG.

hmmm...
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cashmir:
my friends sake? by that do you mean you? haha.
the_deacon:
haha...yeah. me. not just me...Do it for your "friends" sake...all your friends...and especially me!!! haha
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weaverdream4me:
cute cute, i luv her eyes.
lessnessmen:
loverly eyes