It shouldn't take so much damn effort to be happy.
By insurance needs to kick in ASAP. I have three more days left of meds.
Then a month of nothing.
I'm screwed.
That new nurse manager... Has turned into a dictator. I have this constant knot in my stomach from work.
I'm looking to start school in the fall, the deadline to apply is July 1st. I have half my application process completed.
I'm looking to start per diem at the Cancer hospital in Tampa, Moffitt Cancer Hospital. The "oncology" aspect of our floor is a joke. I've been seeing a lot of homeless people treated for cancer, getting chemo and that type of thing.
I know how insensitive it sounds but it really pisses me off that I'm wasting time and energy and my tax dollars on people who don't give two shits about their health and would rather live on the street doing drugs and drinking. How it goes:, detox then chemo, and then they don't adhere to the post treatment do's and don'ts and how to take care of yourself, which leads to coming in with all kinds of complications and illnesses due to low immune system function and stuff. I feel completely disheartened.
I was passed over for charge nurse. A position in which I was told I was hired for. The two nurses that were made charge haven't even been nurses for a year. I'm going on 4 years. It's a joke. I'm trying to be a good sport about it but really I want to cry and scream all at the same time. I don't feel like I'm being taken seriously sometimes.
My friend from home committed suicide recently. I'm completely stunned. I would have never guessed in a million times. It knocked me back a few notches. I found out the same day as the anniversary of my grandmas death.
Also, I'm really fucking sick of people who have nothing better to do with their lives than drink. Grow the fuck up.
Love sucks. Life sucks.
Here are some pictures. The end.
By insurance needs to kick in ASAP. I have three more days left of meds.
Then a month of nothing.
I'm screwed.
That new nurse manager... Has turned into a dictator. I have this constant knot in my stomach from work.
I'm looking to start school in the fall, the deadline to apply is July 1st. I have half my application process completed.
I'm looking to start per diem at the Cancer hospital in Tampa, Moffitt Cancer Hospital. The "oncology" aspect of our floor is a joke. I've been seeing a lot of homeless people treated for cancer, getting chemo and that type of thing.
I know how insensitive it sounds but it really pisses me off that I'm wasting time and energy and my tax dollars on people who don't give two shits about their health and would rather live on the street doing drugs and drinking. How it goes:, detox then chemo, and then they don't adhere to the post treatment do's and don'ts and how to take care of yourself, which leads to coming in with all kinds of complications and illnesses due to low immune system function and stuff. I feel completely disheartened.
I was passed over for charge nurse. A position in which I was told I was hired for. The two nurses that were made charge haven't even been nurses for a year. I'm going on 4 years. It's a joke. I'm trying to be a good sport about it but really I want to cry and scream all at the same time. I don't feel like I'm being taken seriously sometimes.
My friend from home committed suicide recently. I'm completely stunned. I would have never guessed in a million times. It knocked me back a few notches. I found out the same day as the anniversary of my grandmas death.
Also, I'm really fucking sick of people who have nothing better to do with their lives than drink. Grow the fuck up.
Love sucks. Life sucks.
Here are some pictures. The end.
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Miss you Cass!