Hello loves.
Such a good band to see live. ahhh <3
My hair is red again. I've forgotten how much I love red hair.
Lots has been going on.
I'm moving to day shift at work. I'm so nervous but I won't be going until like September.
I'll be on day orientation for like a week or so and then i'll be on my own. I'm so worried about being around so many people because of my anxiety and mood swings. Plus with my borderline I can be quite...snarky and abrasive at times. Not so much when I'm stressed but I don't know. I went to my old therapist and got an appointment with her. I was going to pay out of pocket to talk to her. She told me she thinks I have things kind of figured out and I just need to remember to breathe.
So anyway i'm being forced to switch to days to be sane. I've been having some bad mood swings and i've been unstable due to the constant switching of my sleep schedule and its not really working out. I need more structure. So I'm going to work 7am-7pm. And I think that i'll be able to balance everything better. And I'm going to start going to the gym and getting my ass kicked.
I was in NYC last weekend and got to hang out with Del and his girlfriend. Freaking adorable those two are. I had some good adventures. Stayed with the "ex"...well we never really dated but he can pretty much be considered that. It was awkward but fun. I also got drinks with ifyoushowmeyours who is fucking awesome. I loved chatting with her. Shes a peach.
It was a nice mini vacation. And now i'm working two 60hour weeks and picking up a ton of overtime because I want to pay off my credit cards before I go to days. I doubt I will because I'll probably end up spending it but Its a nice thought. haha.
New tattoos!
Behind the ear.
Wrists.
I saw miss Knitzy because my tattoo artist moved to the shop she works at. It was fun. And then I got caught in the middle of a nerf gun war.
haha.
I'm thinking about letting knitzy pierce my nipples. I'm such a freaking wuss. Idk what i'm so afraid of, I can do tattoos and piercings like everywhere else but i'm terrified of getting my nipples pierced. eek!
went to the park at 3am to go on the swings with jablestime. He's so freaking adorable.
I have a crush on him. And I like to tell him when I'm drunk...but i'm not looking for much other than hanging out with him. I dont think either of us could do a relationship. ha.
ps. I'm gonna try realllllly hard to shoot with Alissa. I want to drive down and shoot with her and possibly bring knitzy with me which would kick ass if we both got to shoot with her. Wish me lots of luck!
Such a good band to see live. ahhh <3
My hair is red again. I've forgotten how much I love red hair.
Lots has been going on.
I'm moving to day shift at work. I'm so nervous but I won't be going until like September.
I'll be on day orientation for like a week or so and then i'll be on my own. I'm so worried about being around so many people because of my anxiety and mood swings. Plus with my borderline I can be quite...snarky and abrasive at times. Not so much when I'm stressed but I don't know. I went to my old therapist and got an appointment with her. I was going to pay out of pocket to talk to her. She told me she thinks I have things kind of figured out and I just need to remember to breathe.
So anyway i'm being forced to switch to days to be sane. I've been having some bad mood swings and i've been unstable due to the constant switching of my sleep schedule and its not really working out. I need more structure. So I'm going to work 7am-7pm. And I think that i'll be able to balance everything better. And I'm going to start going to the gym and getting my ass kicked.
I was in NYC last weekend and got to hang out with Del and his girlfriend. Freaking adorable those two are. I had some good adventures. Stayed with the "ex"...well we never really dated but he can pretty much be considered that. It was awkward but fun. I also got drinks with ifyoushowmeyours who is fucking awesome. I loved chatting with her. Shes a peach.
It was a nice mini vacation. And now i'm working two 60hour weeks and picking up a ton of overtime because I want to pay off my credit cards before I go to days. I doubt I will because I'll probably end up spending it but Its a nice thought. haha.
New tattoos!
Behind the ear.
Wrists.
I saw miss Knitzy because my tattoo artist moved to the shop she works at. It was fun. And then I got caught in the middle of a nerf gun war.
haha.
I'm thinking about letting knitzy pierce my nipples. I'm such a freaking wuss. Idk what i'm so afraid of, I can do tattoos and piercings like everywhere else but i'm terrified of getting my nipples pierced. eek!
went to the park at 3am to go on the swings with jablestime. He's so freaking adorable.
I have a crush on him. And I like to tell him when I'm drunk...but i'm not looking for much other than hanging out with him. I dont think either of us could do a relationship. ha.
ps. I'm gonna try realllllly hard to shoot with Alissa. I want to drive down and shoot with her and possibly bring knitzy with me which would kick ass if we both got to shoot with her. Wish me lots of luck!
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chazgasm:
Ooo I like the gears
mutantbaby1:
Nice ink 