caseysmash

While I was growing up I did my fair share of drugs
It's true
To say otherwise would be a lie
And I don't play that way
I haven't done any real drugs for nearly a year now
Drugs destroy people
It makes them ugly and awful
Always without exception

Now why would I be bringing this up you might be asking yourself
Because fucking drug addicts are invading my good karmatic space
It is pissing me right the fuck off to be honest

A terribly methed out insanely jelous woman decided to carve smut into my front door
Beautiful and poetic really
But then she stole my favorite pair of shoes
Now that is just going too far.
Then I wake up to 3 cracked out phone messages, 4 hurtful text messages, and a monster of a headache
These are from someone who wasn't getting his way about some coffee creamer
Really
Yes really
The worst part seems to be that they are both good people
I know they are
Damn it just rips the heart right out of my chest and squeezes it until it stops

But the funny thing is that I just can't seem to wipe this goofy grin from my face
The sculptor, Rick, has turned out to be the best Christmas present I have ever given myself
I am glad that I am me and I am the person I have grown to be
(haha....that rhymes)
And just for kicks here is a picture

Dear Lord am I just the luckiest girl alive!