caseyecho

A couple of days ago my girlfriend broke up with me, it's been building for a few weeks but I was waiting until we saw each other in person before we talked about and possibly sorted something out... I gave everything I had to give and it wasn't ebkugh to keep the girl I love so much... Yeah sure we both have a lot of our own issues that need sorting out but we could've done that together, and helped each other, but no, I was to much of a distraction in her life... Now I'm left feeling so empty and in so much pain, everyday I have to go out and put a fake smile on and pretend everything is okay, meanwhile I'm in so much pain it's nearly unbearable... Does she feel the same pain? She certainly isn't showing it if she does, she seems to be having the time of her life, which one again leaves me feeling like an absolute piece of shit.