caseydee

*sigh* All I can do now is love the moments that I do have and push aside all the fear of losing what I never had. I already miss him. If I wasn't hungover I would demand a drink at this point. The heart wants what it wants and all that shit, but fuck, my heart is a dumbass and my head might as well be concussed.

Its really not helping that I'm treating my body like shit. Gotta hit the gym. Gotta stop drinking. Gotta eat. Gotta sleep. (I hate sleeping alone, I got the best sleep in forever last night.)

oh yeah. Happy Mother's Day! lol. not to me thank god.

I apologize for the randomness of this blog. Hangover brain is slowww.