caseyblake

I haven't posted in a really long time. I'm a failure at that, I know it now. The only reason I'm up this fucking early is because I thought I had a midterm at 9:30 but apparently its snowing and Washington D.C. doesn't know how to handle snow so they canceled my class. Which relieves me. But pisses me off because I just woke up...
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I was there. That seems to be a recurring theme throughout my life. It's really how I look at my life to begin with. I was there in the worst times of my life with the family abuse. I was there in the good times with fond memories that I long to bring back but know I must never take that road for it never...
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So I know i passed my week long initiative but i'm human and lazy and therefore feel that within a good 14 days should be enough. School here just started back up again. I'm happy my professors are all about striking back at the administration so my books are about 200 bucks instead of 600 like they could be. Also i keep running into a...
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Oh happy day its the new year. Time to reflect on what happened in the past year....Ok awesome. Glad I had time to reflect. Sitting here with a headache while listening to my itunes, I thought about why I joined this site in the very beginning. I used to think it was because I was a horny 16 year old at the time. But I...
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Ok, so i figure i needed some motivation to blog on here because, well, i'm paying for this blog. Not that i'm complaining. Hot naked alt girls writing things on my blog certainly keeps me going. And I think blogs are a good form of therapy. So i will try to write at least once a week and become more active on this site since...
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Good lord and thank heaven my school year is over with. Private school is not harder than public, believe me I have that experience far over anyone else you'll meet, but the people can be such needy bitches to the point I miss the wide open space of my home state. The only problem is there is too much damn open space out here with...
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Not suicidal now, just sick as hell. Seems i'm paying the price to god for thinking badly about myself. Lately i'm obsessed with flickr. Cannot stop posting random picks of DC but i get some damn good shots for a cheap camera I feel. School is dragging on and I'm starting to think i'm committing to the facade I've created. I truly am living the...
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I feel i'm a prisoner trapped in my own mind. Forced to see everything I don't want to see play over and over. A torturous contraption with no mercy. I'm at the will of my greatest enemy. The one that knows my every secret and desire. The one that can destroy me at a given time and strike at any moment. How do I escape...
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Suicidal. Suicidal. What does that really even mean? Am I ready to take my own life? I think under any given circumstance that deems it a worthy cause i would do it. But does it go from suicide to a self sacrifice? To die, to give a purpose to someone and make them see that death is very real to each and every one of...
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