So, I've been thinking about mind fucking. And wondering how you boys do it, without even batting an eye. Are the men that I involve myself so self absorbed that they can't take a moment to respect and honor my feelings? Maybe I'm just that needy. This is not humbling, this only makes the walls that already exist that much larger and tougher to get through. I really need to have a heart to heart with myself, so I can try and talk myself into casual sex with someone. Morality always gets in the way and I don't want to hate myself in the morning.
I am really in self destruct mode....fuck this fabulous weekend already....
Carrie
I am really in self destruct mode....fuck this fabulous weekend already....
Carrie
shallowhalo:
Don't be too harsh on yourself Carrie, you'll make your way out of this shitty situation. Just try not to go back to people that you've already boned, if you feel "that" need just give me a call =) LOL