carnelian's SuicideGirls Blog

So I have a very hard time keeping secrets which can get me into trouble. But Im not going to worry about that right now. Right now. Right now. Remember a while back I was complaining because I felt trapped in the now the hereness that I don't know how to explain but it was driving me crazy because I felt totally stuck in it!!?
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smk1:

Beautiful poetry and sum of what'd going on in your life. Its a excellent post in the aspect of the pictures used to key in the right emotion. Almost like looking at a magazine with a heartfelt article. Never heard of sexsomnia but you are Carnelian, and that makes sense enough to understand you. Time to refill the dantien after your orgasm. -smk

Feb 6, 2014

carnelian:

Thank you @smk1

Feb 13, 2014

This morning, just a short time ago, as I drove with all the hundreds of other people going on their way to the places where they earn the money to feed their families, their habits, killing trees, I felt as though still in a dream. I remembered all the styrofoam that littered the streets yesterday and remembered how it never dies. Something caught my attention...
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damian_stark:

In your quest to get lost, try not to become so in the day-to-day. Been there. It is a shallow kind of death. Change and grow and learn. These are the keys to life. Stagnation and loss of hope turn rusted tumblers and lock the doors that lead to the next place you need to be, so keep spinning. Keep touching. You are not alone out here in the Great Empty.

Nov 29, 2013

damian_stark:

(And if I song-bombed you with that last, all the better).

Nov 29, 2013

I always know where I am. Even if I try to lose myself in the woods in a place Ive never been, I know I just know. In space Im here. In time I'm here! always here always now. Never then or later. and everything is the same though I can not take a picture of the mountains from the same point and get the...
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ihsv1683:

such is life!

Nov 5, 2013

rw3:

i've been letting these words simmer and swirl inside my brain for a few days. they are intriguing and exhilarating. words have not escaped you, or at least your ability to to express your wanderlust. i hope you've been able to "crash wildly into the sea", or will be able to soon, without completely losing your way back home, eventually.

Nov 10, 2013

Work really sucks today but Im good spirits. I drank too much energy drink bullshit so MY HEART MAY EXPLODE!! ha! I am dressed as a fox! A red fox!! and I want to show you. . . My foxy scream!! Let me see if I can figure this out. . .

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carnelian:

@unknownstrife my fox is screaming!

Nov 5, 2013

redd3vil:

Le Reynard eh? Foxy!

Nov 5, 2013

I was ridiculously hyper yesterday. haha

My boyfriend's mother took me shopping for my birthday presents. My birthday isn't until Sunday but I think I will be in the mountains, so she took me yesterday. And yes she takes me to shop for my own gifts. lol I got a nice pair of boots, a coat, a shirt, a cardigan, a hat, an awesome pair...
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minusfourdegrees:

Happy birthday, lady.

Oct 18, 2013

franie:

Happy Early Birthday!

Oct 19, 2013

Check them out in my Random Loves album if you'd like!! ;) I will add more as quickly as I can, so check back.

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carnelian:

Thank ya sirs!!

Oct 16, 2013

nighthowler:

Stunning beauty sweetheart!

Nov 4, 2014

October!!
Today I plan to get one big pumpkin and a bottle of wine after work. Right now I am just enjoying some down time listening to End of the World. . .so weird.
Tomorrow is my little pregnant sister's birthday. She will be 21.
Thursday hmm. .. .
Friday Im in love! Getting some tattoo work done right after work!! I will have pictures...
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