I just had some eggiwegs and a bit of toast to eat all day. I really am craving some sugar...but i dont wish to leave the house at this hour in the bitter air. sooo...i guess water it is! ha!
I am still looking for a new place to move into. The hunt is going round and round. I hope it will end soon and I find myself landed in a beautiful home with a garden and a secret place for my own. i also hope for a nice bathroom being that i spend a third of my days in that sort of place lately. I just like to read there in a hot tub for a few hours a day.
winter weather is finally making an appearance. and its very bitter and nippy indeed! there is no need in wearing bras for me being that the cold does that job very well. these littles go PING!! and stand at full attention. i'm unaware of the where abouts of that horrid contraption and it can just stay lost! i dont think i will ever wear one ever again...i think so long as i have plenty of ice in the summer, i wont even need the damn thing then either.
Oh!! my hair is growing!! and its almost back to natural color too!! i am so excited to show it soon!! ive been having to pin it up all over my head because if it itches my face and neck too much i will grow so aggravated that i may just shave it off again. haha but i dont feel like doing that again. so hair pins oh hair pins how i love thee!!
my father found me on FB. and he sent me a message. it was basically this:
"hey draw me a picture of a pot leaf with 420 in the middle and i promise i will love you forever."
i didnt say this but i thought, "weren't you supposed to make that promise when I was conceived or born or something? and then to go all this time without a word and you want to make a trade for the love that should have been mine all my life? and really you want that drawing to finish your sleeve?"
but i just kindly agreed. its too late now to bring up all that sort of logic to a man who has been out of the picture for so long, who has had his mind in both dangerously high and frighteningly low places all this time.
anyway...life is pretty good all the while. just tired. and craving something sweet.
I am still looking for a new place to move into. The hunt is going round and round. I hope it will end soon and I find myself landed in a beautiful home with a garden and a secret place for my own. i also hope for a nice bathroom being that i spend a third of my days in that sort of place lately. I just like to read there in a hot tub for a few hours a day.
winter weather is finally making an appearance. and its very bitter and nippy indeed! there is no need in wearing bras for me being that the cold does that job very well. these littles go PING!! and stand at full attention. i'm unaware of the where abouts of that horrid contraption and it can just stay lost! i dont think i will ever wear one ever again...i think so long as i have plenty of ice in the summer, i wont even need the damn thing then either.
Oh!! my hair is growing!! and its almost back to natural color too!! i am so excited to show it soon!! ive been having to pin it up all over my head because if it itches my face and neck too much i will grow so aggravated that i may just shave it off again. haha but i dont feel like doing that again. so hair pins oh hair pins how i love thee!!
my father found me on FB. and he sent me a message. it was basically this:
"hey draw me a picture of a pot leaf with 420 in the middle and i promise i will love you forever."
i didnt say this but i thought, "weren't you supposed to make that promise when I was conceived or born or something? and then to go all this time without a word and you want to make a trade for the love that should have been mine all my life? and really you want that drawing to finish your sleeve?"
but i just kindly agreed. its too late now to bring up all that sort of logic to a man who has been out of the picture for so long, who has had his mind in both dangerously high and frighteningly low places all this time.
anyway...life is pretty good all the while. just tired. and craving something sweet.
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mssasha:
Good luck for moving, and I can't wait to see your hair.
codemonkeym:
I hope you are having a good week. I would regale you with tales of my trip. but I need some food.