carnaldiem

i havent' said much in a while. so i'll post this, and then be done with it.


Meet my wife.
I adopted her.
She never knew,
Until I told her.
Like a fury from above,
And a fire from below,
She halted everything.
My life was put on pause,
When the wooden stars screeched,
And all I saw was her
Cradled in my arms,
So...
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wild things happen when you become invisible.
i know,
i am,
and i've seen.
people forget you're there,
and lose all inhibitions,
as soon as you blend in with the wall.
all emotions pour out,
like wine from a bottle,
they hit,
they cry,
they love,
they fuck.
and in the end,
no one is satisfied.
and there was no point to any of it....
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things went good. in fact, they went absolutly fantastic. i was sad to go though. but then again, im always sad to have to leave him. i hope she agrees to something though. i hope she says yes. i dont know if she will. i'll figure something out though, i always do.

i'm supposed to go on a real date this sunday. i really dont know what to expect. i guess the best kind of prize is a SURPRISE! bitches. hahaha!! yeah, i have a feeling it'll all be good though. i trust myself enough not to fuck this up...i hope...ahaha!

i love wearing lipstick, it makes me feel pretty. and i like wearing eyeliner, makes my eyes look very incredible. i love myself. i am so beautiful!! if i could, i'd make a double of myself and have savage sex with myself, because i love myself that damn much!!

dig those noodles fool!

hahahahaha!! :-D

anyways,

so like, im in a good mood. well, kind of. im a bit sleepy, but that's an aside. there's alot more going on in my head, but like, yeah, i dunno what else to say, i dont think i'll share all of this here. elsewhere i will though. he'll follow the white rabbit into its hole...

i hate it when a certain character in my life disappoints me, and it doesn't surprise me. *sigh* that stupid bastard. but ah well, moving on...i wish i could spend more time with certain people in my life. i wish i could see more of them. but some things are limited and stunted, which makes the moments together all the sweeter...like ambrosia...im tired. i have...
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I surprise myself sometimes. like right now, im so hardcore about this stupid project. i'm trying so damn hard, and like, i really want to do good in school this time. its only 18 months, so i should be able to do good. i really want to do so damn good, that its gonna hurt!! i'm gonna do good! im gonnd do so damn good!...
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the sleep deprivation is killing me. so im gonna go to bed. i love you all. ♥

mmkay, so i can finally insert something with...a lack of meaning? rather than wait for somethings or others. anyways...i finally returned from Miami. i would have put in a word or two while i was gone, but i was staying at my uncle's home, and he has a 11 yr. old girl...which would in turn make her my cousin...and this site is "inappropriate for her...
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I'M BACK!! ITS SO GREAT TO BE HOME. but im being kicked off in the worst of ways with the worst choice of words. asshole. anyways. im gonna finish things up later, when i have more time and less of a younger brother to complain and what not. until then, i love you all! ♥

rawr...

another day in the life of Wendy.

woke up late, Mom's not really saying much to me, that's making me a little nervous, its usually a bad sign... i dunno what to do. i sent her an email explaining things to her, hopefully i did a decent job in explaining. and hopefully, she'll actually want to sit and talk and listen, not argue ,...
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