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carnagefairy

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Wednesday Mar 09, 2011

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I'm clutching at the pieces trying to stop myself from falling apart. Love is found and lost and found and lost again and again. I'm desperately unhappy and doing everything in my power to change that. But I feel like I'm being pulled from every angle.

So I started a new degree, got a new housemate who I've known for 10 years, got a new tattoo (she's not quite done yet but she's beautiful) and I'm still going to try and get my hopeful set going. I'd like to focus on the things that make me happy. I've been so busy for so long that I've let people and passions fall through the cracks.

It's time to change. Help me. Love me.
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carnagefairy:
Well, in the most part, no. But I am trying very hard to hold it all together.
Mar 9, 2011
_tersch_:
Appreciate the little things that you have accomplished, and as you said, focus on the things that make you happy as well.
You can't live in fear, what's done is done. You may stumble and fall but you have to get up and keep walking - baby steps smile
Mar 9, 2011

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