carnagefairy

Spent some time with one of my favourite inspirational ladies (and fellow SG fan) and in between taking workshops with my pole dancing idol, Alethea Austin, and jamming over Sailor Jerry, we swapped stories and advice and with her prompting I came to one conclusion...

Fit in or fuck off.

Either you fit in to my life around my plans and goals or you fuck...
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Ugh. I feel like I'm not doing anything except working, dancing & running. I need to get laid!

Also... I have a sad. About boys who are far. As in... not in this country far.
Well, one is for now but won't be for long...
That is all. I just... have a sad. A big one.

Last day before Ocsober. Boooo why did I agree to do this??
Decided I'm going to use my free time spent not hungover being creative. Woop! Writing, writing...
One last hurrah tonight - my third week at Red Bennies in a row Had to take exes the last 2 times because I had no date. Boo to that! Going to be too busy over the...
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Really struggling to find a photographer.
Makes me really sad.
I can't afford to pay an awesome photographer and have them bitch about signing a waiver.
Where are the creative people who just want to make art!?
That aren't my friends current or ex lovers. Seriously.

Things I love;
Poledancing
Tattoos
Men
Women
Success in my work
Good food
Alcohol
Baby animals
SuicideGirls
Vegans
Watching movies in bed
Kitten cuddles in the morning
Sex
Ridiculous coloured lipstick
Writing
Music
Lovers admitting they need more of you...

Some people are getting all pretentious about SG vs some of the other sites out there. Look, fine, you like different sites and I like SG. You know why? Because they are successful and enjoyable, the site looks good, they have an online presence and a community worth talking about. I mean, from the small portion that I've been involved in it. But seriously, I...
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I hate being sick. But at least it will give me time to focus on any of the following things I have committed to;
- Bachelor of Health (Nutrition/Psychology)
- Bachelor of Arts (Internet Communications)
- Certificate III & IV in Fitness (Group exercise/Personal Training)
- Blogging, reviews and other writing
- Cleaning my room at some point over the weekend.
Yes, I'm insane. Working...
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I'm clutching at the pieces trying to stop myself from falling apart. Love is found and lost and found and lost again and again. I'm desperately unhappy and doing everything in my power to change that. But I feel like I'm being pulled from every angle.

So I started a new degree, got a new housemate who I've known for 10 years, got a new...
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It's almost Christmas, this year has totally run away from me and I've missed you all so, so much.

But you're all beautiful and amazing, so I'll make sure to stay in proper touch from now on, okay?

Much love x

Dear women who like women (in Melbourne),

I'm single and I love you. I have minimal excess baggage and I like music.
I cook, I like a drink and I'm affectionate but not smothering.

I work, I write and I am passionate.

Where do I meet you?

Love, me x

Things I have done since the start of the year:

Made the Cheerleading team at Uni in Level 2 Cheer
Competed in a Poledancing competition at the Gershwin Room
Signed up to do my Certificate III and IV in Fitness (starts mid-May)
Put my name down for try-outs for another Poledancing competition in mid-June
Been on lots of dates but not found anyone I'd like...
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Was made aware of how much I rock at life today