you know when you just break up with a boyfriend of 4 yrs..and you think your doing fine and you have convinced yourself that your fine..and it's been a month since you broke up.and you two are just getting back to the being close friends stage.(even tho you wish it would go back to normal)
and your out having and awesome time with the said ex and then he disappears for a while and then you get told that he is making out with another girl..and you start crying in the middle of the club..yeah well that happend to me last saturday...
i didn't know it would be this hard to let go..(damnit)
and we have still been hooking up. and now i feel like the biggest idiot.sheesh.
whatever cause you know what ..
i have my first d.j gig this saturday..
i hope you all can come (thos in melb anyways)
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i got my halloween costume today..it's kinda hard to explain it cause when i do it's sounds lame..so you will have to wait till next week to see the photo's..
but here are some photo's from last week.. (before it was shit)
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me at 161 with my good friend chris..(before he got a beer spilled on him and he got mad and went home.pfft)
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me and gil (my new friend i met threw my space..haha such nerds)
<3
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but you seem like a strong person so i know you will be fine