carissaaaa

so these past few days have been both happy and sad.

happy because i start school on monday and i'm really excited.

sad becuase my boyfriend told me that he's going to go to india all summer and i haven't been able to keep from crying every time i think about it. i had a really hard time when he was gone for just a weekk, so i think two months might nearly kill me.

may is still a while away, but i'm dreading it coming here too soon.