Tonight I had the most interesting evening. I had dinner with a new friend. He is very kind. We started talking about life and meditation. A fork was involved in the discussion, and that's all I'm sayin... Anyway, as the evening progressed, we went back to his place...ooooo...NO nothing happened..you damn dirty minds...
We sat outside on his back porch/garden of Eden back yard. The sun started to set and a beautiful light started to filter through in little spots. He smoked his pipe, I my cigarettes. The smell of his tobacco mixed with mine was intoxicating. As I listened to him, I found myself wanting to reach out and touch his hand. I wanted to feel the energy within him that seemed to be there, just beneath his lovely white skin.
Time was flying and I found myself wanting more...more time...more time...nay, it was not to happen in my favor. I had to go to work. I like this guy. I enjoy being around him. Sometimes I just want to close my eyes and listen to his voice. Just listening to that soothing voice could make me go into meditation.
The most bizarre thoughts creeped in while he was talking to me. I had wished it was raining at that moment, because I wanted to grab him and go running through the streets in the rain... funny, this guy brings out the most bizarre fantasies. Hanging out with him is good! I am noticing that my creative side of my brain is coming ALIVE.
He makes me feel beautiful, he seems to have a positive effect on me.
Well, I hope to hangout again, but for a much longer time. I need at least 24 hours with the guy.
He is a writer, and just hanging out with him has gotten my writing juices flowing; at least in my brain. This is probably the longest post yet on SG...LOL.
I sure hope I didn't freak him out, lol, jesus, gotta quit being so damn negative...UGH! Ok, I take it back... He will enjoy my company in the future!! There I said it! lol.
Ok, so enough..I am sure you are sick of this long damn post. Ta Ta.
We sat outside on his back porch/garden of Eden back yard. The sun started to set and a beautiful light started to filter through in little spots. He smoked his pipe, I my cigarettes. The smell of his tobacco mixed with mine was intoxicating. As I listened to him, I found myself wanting to reach out and touch his hand. I wanted to feel the energy within him that seemed to be there, just beneath his lovely white skin.
Time was flying and I found myself wanting more...more time...more time...nay, it was not to happen in my favor. I had to go to work. I like this guy. I enjoy being around him. Sometimes I just want to close my eyes and listen to his voice. Just listening to that soothing voice could make me go into meditation.
The most bizarre thoughts creeped in while he was talking to me. I had wished it was raining at that moment, because I wanted to grab him and go running through the streets in the rain... funny, this guy brings out the most bizarre fantasies. Hanging out with him is good! I am noticing that my creative side of my brain is coming ALIVE.
He makes me feel beautiful, he seems to have a positive effect on me.
Well, I hope to hangout again, but for a much longer time. I need at least 24 hours with the guy.
He is a writer, and just hanging out with him has gotten my writing juices flowing; at least in my brain. This is probably the longest post yet on SG...LOL.
I sure hope I didn't freak him out, lol, jesus, gotta quit being so damn negative...UGH! Ok, I take it back... He will enjoy my company in the future!! There I said it! lol.
Ok, so enough..I am sure you are sick of this long damn post. Ta Ta.
shmidol:
yes, a getaway would be a great idea for my friend, but she is in the hospital getting her chemotherapy. But, yes...she does need a getaway.
kungfuvoodoo:
What are ya' Hmmmm about?