I'm not going anywhere with this site, I thought that with shooting in NY in November I would have my last hurrah. Well I'm done with staff and SG. I'm moving towards Zivity once I get out of my depression and need to lose weight (personal goal) . Having depression and not hearing about a shoot you were looking forward to seeing photos from and nothing for two months well made me hide in my room for a long time. Sorry I'm rambling, I just don't have the heart to bug for photo's and I just send myself deeper into depression rather than deal with the problem. I know that I'm not as skinny or Charismatic as other hopefuls or SG, so I'm going to be shooting my own sets and challenging Myself to do better than waiting on something that is never going to happen.