Ive been feeling sad and wishing things in my life were better. I work for the worst company of all where I can't be myself and Im feeling claustraphobic (if Im misspelling words sry!!!) Im lonely and depressed all the time, on top of that Im never home with my girls. My parents are getting upset with me and my kids. Me because Im not there (im instead at work or asleep!) and upset at my kids because they are bad, making messes and not cleaning up after them selves they are two and four, so its harder for small kids to understand that things that us grownups know to be. So frustrated and I want to move out but can't cuz I only get min wage where I work. I've told this story to others and they ask where thier father is and I can honstly say I don't know or care, he left us not the other way round and He is still paying a little on child support but I guess he has a shitty job too cuz that money is a trickle. I just want a change in my life and not sure what to do, I was hoping that maybe If I became a SuicideGirl Id have more of the lifestyle and monies that I crave, but we will see if my new set gets there. Please give me hugs I needs them Thank you all for the nice comments so far they give me hope and smiles. Hopefully this weekend will be better.
CareBear
CareBear
I hate minimum wage jobs.....that's just the company's way of saying, "We would pay you less, but it's illegal for us to"...it's total bullshit....minimum wage should be up at about $25/hr personally
Hang in there lady.....when you have a set come out, you have my vote to go pink