carebear

so yeah christmas came and it was ok ...i've definatly had better, but there where some good things about it.

well christmas eve ended up being our christmas. We went to my sisters, saw the kids and the rest of my family ....very relaxing day which started at 2...then around 10 went to see our friends...first one house then drop of the hubby and two the next one where all the girls got together and exchanged gifts....it was so great and so personal for me i loved every minute of it....

Christmas day was another story....o my fucking god it was the worst ok....lets just get that out now.....family really sucks shit and i hate them...maybe not mine but really don't want to say who's but let's just say it was totally not nice.....
So due to this i cried for at least 2 hours before my husband told me to call a friend and go and enjoy the day....he's so fucking great.....even though i did not want to and put up a fight about it ...he was right cause he knows me and knows i need space and time to be and be with a friends....i love him...i just wish we spent more time together today then again he was sleeping....

had a great dinner at my friends house with her family....tha's all i really want to do on holidays...be with people who i love and enjoy being around and i decided to put my foot down and not be put in a position where i will be in the corner being all quiet cause god for fucking bid you say saomething to someone who really deserves to hear it cause they are an asshole ...more like a cunt but i didn't say that again about the person did i ...ok i know i'm ranting and wasting energy but i REALLY don't like when someone fucks with my holidays....times for happiness not depression and stress ok ...ok

hope you all had a great holiday and if you don't celebrate holidays hope you had a good day....cause today was just another day to me